Tuesday, November 20, 2007

   Useless once again. . .
Well today I feel useless, cause when you’re a kid there’s really nothing you can do…

*sigh*

You know I usually don’t want to grow up… I like being a kid. It’s just when there are problems there’s nothing you can do… and that sucks. I hate feeling so fucking useless, like I can’t help anyone… I guess it’s kinda like the whole needing to be needed kinda thing…

There’s nothing I can do… and it’s tearing me up inside.

. . .

But this is pointless, there’s nothing any of you can do about it… I don’t see why I always do this… its stupid to write about this stuff because there’s nothing anyone can do… maybe agree with me, or pity me, but that’s it… that’s all this is good for…

So stupid…

I’m sorry… I guess I’m done with this conversation…

Now for random shit I guess…

I wrote a stupid yuri story yesterday cause I was feeling oddly horny, and I needed to get it out of my system… so yeah, it sucks but I kinda wanna put it up… but I wont... I don’t think it would be a very good idea… I mean it doesn’t get that into the whole sex thing, like its not very detailed I guess is how I should say it… which sucks, cause the whole point in writing it was to just write some hardcore sex scene but I couldn’t, I had to put in some kinda story and it turned out depressing… but I guess that was good cause when I finished it I wasn’t horny anymore, just really sad…

*sigh*

Oh well…

I guess if you wanna waste your time you could read it…

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me done now…