Wednesday, December 19, 2007

My Tummy Hurts
well today im feeling extremely emo. and im really tired, like physically and emotionally. and im not sure why. ive also been really self abusive lately. i was doing the whole rubber band snapping thing but then it broke during gym. then the rest of the period i was just standing there digging my nails into my wrist...

i really wanna just beat myself up right now, but im pretty sure it would look really weird if i just started punching myself in the stomach... so i'll just have to wait until i get home.

*nods sadly*

...

yeah idk.

theres really no reason for me to feel this way. well at least no new reasons. i mean theres the usual ones like me absolutely despising myself, but i dont think thats the problem. i dont think there is a problem.

idk.

this sucks.

Oh yeah and Tila fucking sucks.

shes so stupid.

*sigh*

whatever.

Um... Oh im not aloud on Justine, Sammy, and Michelle's bus anymore. the stupid buss driver said i wasnt aloud on anymore. so that suck, i mean that was like my favorite part of the day. and of course it was taken away. what a surprise right.

...

yeah thats it i guess.



sorry