Thursday, January 17, 2008

Day 2 of finals
Ok so i just finished my english final, and i think i did ok on it. now i have free and im bored out of my mind, and i really wanna go outside cause its snowing.

T-T

*sigh*

i also have to take my history final which is going to be easy cause im just going to guess on everything.

. . .

you know i think i really screwed myself over. i stopped trying in school cause i thought i had everything planned out and now im kinda worried. if things dont turn out the way im hoping they do then im screwed. i mean ive been really thinking about the future and stuff and i really dont think that anything that i want to happen is going to happen. like that whole thing with mike wanting us to go to japan, THATS NEVER GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN! we all know it, somewhere deep down we all know its a lie. we're all going to leave high school and go our seperate ways just like everyone else. theres nothing special about us thats going to keep us together. i mean maybe the first few weeks we'll all keep in touch, but after a while we'll all get jobs, lives, and we wont have time for each other. its sad and depressing but its true. i mean how many people out there actually stay in touch with there highschool friends.

sorry, i guess ive just lost all hope in this. in everything. and i think its better this way. i never was good at being happy.

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Oh, this is random but i found out that the used has a new CD out so i was looking at the lyrics and i really like this one song so here it is.

and i really dont mean anything by putting these up i just like them...

"Smother Me"

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

and this is one from there first CD

"Noise And Kisses"

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
(if you won't open up won't open up) tears me up


Bye-bye