Thursday, January 24, 2008

Lonely
Well today I feel really distant.

And Justine’s not here today.

The lunch room sucks, and I can’t go in the mac room so right now I’m in the library and there’s a shit load of people here.

Which sucks.

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I don’t think I’ve been on the computers in here sense that one time a while ago where Justine stopped talking to me. I’m even sitting at the same computer.

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I really wanna go home. There’s no point in being here right now.

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Oh, I have some good news, my mom said that for every A I get on every homework assignment I get $5, and for every F I lose $5. So that’s cool. I didn’t think I’d have much money at acen this year but now I think I’ll have plenty.

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Sorry, the dot, dot, dots are back.

Deal with it.

I’m not in a good mood today.

Sorry.

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Oh I finally talked to the teacher who runs the gay lesbian bisexual club and I’m in.

Yay me…

Right…

So yeah it sucks because she was going to send for Justine too but she isn’t here.

So I think she’s going to try again tomorrow for her.

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You ever just wanna hold someone and cry your ass off for hours. and just have someone there to comfort you and tell you it’ll be okay and hug you until your done crying. I’ve wanted to do that for the past few days. I mean usually I just hug a stuffed animal or something but sense I’m still sleeping im my living room it’d be kinda embarrassing in the morning when they found me with it. so I don’t know what im going to do about that.

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yeah the bells going to ring soon.

so bye