Friday, January 25, 2008

Friday (im pretty sure ive already used this opening before)
Okay so today is friday.

Yay!

i've noticed that lately i've been really sad at school but over all i'm pretty good at home.

so yeah, me is happy about the weekend, although i'm also kinda dreading it.

sorry if that doesn't make sense.

-__-

Um, i think i've read all the manga books in the library. And my mom won't buy me any new books.

T-T

so me is bored.

and im kinda getting tired of the sonic game. ive raised my one black chao's stats so there all in the 70's. (stamina is still in the 30's though)

Uh, right now im PMing fluffy. shes sitting at a different computer and we dont feel like moving to sit closer to each other.

Hahaha, we're so lazy.

. . .

Oh, i drove today for the first time in a long time. my stupid mom wouldnt let me drive until i was back in my drivers class.

and yeah, i drove with the sub and i ran a stop sign. i don't even know why, i just zoned out. the radio was talking about some pregnancy test thing and i just started thinking about it i guess and then the teacher yelled at me to stop. it was weird. i've never done that before, i'm always on edge when i'm driving so it just really threw me off.

*nods*

we also drove by aimees old house, and that got me thinking about old times and stuff.

*sigh*

i really should just let go shouldn't i.

its never going to be the same.

yeah.

i think thats what im going to try for.

. . .

oh before i forget, i saw a new maroon 5 music video this morning. and this was the song.

"Won't Go Home Without You"

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remaind unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

and yeah it made no fucking sense at all. the whole song hes walking to go find this girl and then at the end when he finds her shes with some other guy and he stands there for a while and then he just walks away.

WHAT THE HELL, the whole song is about not going home without you and he ended up going home without her.

*raises fist in anger*

>:(

anyways.

thats all for today.

bye peoples.