Thursday, February 7, 2008

Fucking Study Hall
Yeah, so im in hell right now.

but at least they have computers here right.

*this is the space where i would put i smiley but i dont feel like smiling, so there will be no smiley*

Um, today has been fine i guess. i havent really talked to anyone. well thats not true i talked to Rachel but i think i made her sad cause i wouldnt tell her what was wrong with me. im tired of trying to explain things. i talked to amber for like 1 minute and then ran away to drivers. then i talked to tony... so i guess i have talked to people today.

i decided not to even bother with my english paper, theres no way im going to finish it in time so im just going to make sure i do good with everything else.

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Hm.

yeah i think thats it.

i feel kinda dead today. like i dont really wanna move anything. even my mouth. its a pain to talk today so if i offend anyone by not talking today i apologize ahead of time.

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lyrics. and i know ive put these ones up before but i still think they fit me pretty well.


"Had Enough"

Milk it for all it's worth.
Make sure you get there first.
The apple of your eye.
The rotten core inside.
We are all prisoners.
Things couldn't get much worse.
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near.

[Chorus:]
You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life.
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down.
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind.
You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind.

[Chorus:]
You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

Hold me down (I will live again)
Pull me out (I will break it in)
Hold me down (better in the end)
Hold me down.

[Chorus]
You had to have it all,
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard,
You will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done,
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

Heaven help you.




Yup, i got what i deserve.

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i should have just been happy with what i had.

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Sorry.





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