Friday, February 8, 2008

Stupid... stupid... stupid... stupid...STUPID...
*hits head on keyboard*

im such a fucking idiot, what the hell is wrong with me?

*hits head again*

i cant believe ive been so stupid. i feel like ive woken up from a bad dream or something. what the hell.

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*inhales*

FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK!!!

god i just wanna scream.

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i really messed up this time.

im... so... fucking... STUPID!

god i cant even think straight, right now would be a great time to get hit with something. like a car would be nice. i should go get hit by a car. god i would love that right now.

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i dont think theres any way for me to fix this. but i am going to try. i already know what i wanna say but actually saying it is the hard part.

FUCK!

i cant believe this.

im such a fucking asshole.

FUCK!

*hit head a third time*

so stupid...

im so stupid.

can i just keep typing that?

stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid...STUPID!

FUCK, its not helping.

*cries*

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so fucking stupid.

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I'M SORRY!