Wednesday, February 13, 2008

   Tired...
Okay so the past few nights i havent been able to sleep. so im slowly getting more and more tired.

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but yeah, the reason why i couldnt sleep last night was because my grandma called at like 11:40 and told us that she was taking my grandpa to the hospital cause his heart was hurting and stuff. and it turns out hes going to have to have surgury. so my family is freaking out.

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other then that, today has been fine.

i got really angry this morning cause people were just talking shit about other people. (wont name names) i mean why does everyone have to be so mean. and if youve got something to say, say it to there face, dont be a wimp and talk about them behind there backs. thats so stupid.

>_<

and now i just feel like i cant trust any of them. i mean how do i know that they arent talkin about me behind my back.

WTF!

whatever.

it doesnt matter.

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anyways, i just got done telling my english teacher that im not doing the paper. and she wasnt mad or anything she just said that if i really tried i could do it and some other crap about college. shes nice, but i really wish she just didnt care. cause now i just feel guilty. and it didnt help that peter was sitting next to me saying that i made her sad, and how shes going to go home and cry.

god i hate that kid.

the whole period he just typed stuff in french and translated it and made me read it.

SO STUPID!

but whatever.

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Hm?

tomorrows v-day.

whos excited?

lol

i dont really like v-day. i mean you go around and see all those girls with flowers and shit. it just makes me depressed you know. i mean i already know im alone its not like i need a day to have it rubbed in my face. and why do you need one day to tell someone you love them anyways. thats just stupid. if you really love someone then tell them whenever you get the chance.

thats what i do.

but whatever, maybe thats just me being clingy.

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*sigh*

i guess ill go and stop complaining.

Sorry.

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Bye