Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Still Depressed...

And now i feel sick.

T-T

All day ive felt like i have to throw up, and i hate throwing up... Although im not sure if theres anyone out there who likes throwing up...

>_>
<_<

yeah i dont think so.

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so yes, me is depressed.

and i know im going to get in trouble next period.

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oh, my whole english class thinks that i want to be a nun now. lol, and this one girl didnt know that nuns couldnt have sex. i was like WTF, thats the only reason why id want to be a nun.

lol.

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Um... 3 more days till im 17.

Yay!

my mom made reservations at some resturant and she wont tell me where it is.

>_<

which sucks.

lol, she said id like it so i asked if it was hooters. ^_^ she gave me the funniest look.

O_O

but no, it would be wierd to go there with my mom and lil sis.

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Hm?

what else to talk about...

oh im playing a zelda game that Justine let me borrow. ^_^ and i kinda suck at it but its still fun to play. (i suck at video games)

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Oh im thinking of changing my classes for next year. im going to get out of my art classes if possible. although i might not be able to cause i might need the credits...

but yeah, today in art i was just feeling stupid, and not creative at all. i mean the new thing that we just started. i couldnt even think of anything, my teacher drew out everything and basically came up with the whole thing. so i have no motivation for it at all.

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and yeah, its just getting to be a pain. im not meant to do art, so im just going to stop trying. you know there are people out there who could practice art every day of there lives and never be good at it. and im one of those people. i just wish i would have realized it earlier, so i wouldnt have wasted all that time.

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yeah, me is not happy right now.

and i honestly think i broke something in my head, cause when i walk i hear/feel this clicking thing in the back of my head, near my throat.

so im not sure what thats all about. itd be just my luck if something really was wrong...

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4 minutes and i get to leave this classroom.

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yeah as you can see im out of things to talk about.

or... well i could just complain.

like ive noticed i cant do ANYTHING RIGHT, and im a fucking hypocrite... what else?

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No, i wont bore you all with my dissings of myself.

Just, think of every bad thing in the world and call me that.

*nods*

lol, that so doesnt make sense.

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yeah me go now.




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