Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Ugh.
I really liked the old version of otaku because you could see the new wallpaper and it wasn't all about popularity. Whoever has to most friends will automatically get the most attention on their work and I don't think you need friends to get attention on work that's like voting for someone for president just cause their your friend and not if they are really good for the job or not.

That's really starting to bug me now!

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Uh
Well I like theotaku a lot you know...
and Idk if I'll be using myotaku much. I mean I can post on theotaku and that is where I submit my fan art and I would have a way to post on there so Idk which one I'm going to use. I like this one because it's just for blogging but it doesn't seem that connected to the otaku.

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Friday, December 12, 2008

sorry for the double
sorry for the double update I REALLY REALLY SHOULD be in bed LIKE I MEAN its freakin two in the morning! OH MY GOD I have to drive! This is so horrible! But that's not why I'm posting. I HAVE JUST COMPLETED my fan art. Remember that urge for drawing? Well I think it turned out well if you compare it to my other ones(WAY BETTER!) I colored it on photoshop a bit I'm trying to get better at it and what a better way to do that then fan art! Any critiscm you have I want it.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

I feel like.
Making some new work. You know that? You know I feel like drawing something too. I was never so good at drawing but I feel like I'm SO GOOD at it all of a sudden. haha.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

as someone I know
December 9th 2008
9:52 pm
Temperature:warm but a little cool breeze
currently: eating a cotton candy lollipop
mood:I am sick with a cold or as a friend would put it A SICK DOG!

So how is everyone doing? Myo always makes me cheerful I noticed but when it's back to reality I'm always either sad or angry and it's always during lunchtime.

I think it's odd but I've always hated lunchtime and the cafeteria, though I do like to eat (who doesn't?) I hate the cafeteria I feel like theres too many people I'm not claustrophobic but I hate being there I feel like everyones watching me and I hate sitting in the ceneter I lik ethe sides and I feel awkward when I sit with people I don't really talk to and that would be the majority of the people in my school.

Like today I tried making small talk with a girl I know and I'm like so how's and she knows immediately what I was referring to the class she hates the most which would be journalism and she says "let's not talk about that" I mean you could take that two ways chuckle and say oh so it's that bad? or 2. Well um okay I was just trying to start a conversation and feel bitchslapped. I felt both ways. And I feeling the aftermath of number 2 all day.

I hate recieving the truth from people I don't know well that's odd. Like I can handle the truth from close people and I won't tell my close friends ever what I don't like about them and usually you do. I'm sort of an opposite for these things but I never liked my school because I never fit in. I fit into indivual groups but there was never someone who had it all like i did you get me? So it feel's sort of odd and lonely sometimes. I was so angry after what that girl told me though I did some of my work to get my mind off it and then I went to the compuer lab and I sort of slaped the door open of the caferteria doors since I was mad about it I doubt anyone noticed though.

And well that's I guess one of the things that I don't like thats going on in my life. But I mean hey it's highschool I only have to deal with taht for one more year and I'm done. And it really helps to be able to go home right when school is out since I can drive I used to sit at school and just listen to music and I wouldn't really talk to anyone. but whatevs.

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Saturday, December 6, 2008

sorry
for not getting on so much and popping out of nowhere during random months. I would comment on sites but no one has updated. Um I'd like to say I'm watching this freaking sick(literally) anime Higurashi no naku koro ni. It's like unlike any anime I've ever seen I usually watch the shonen and shojou but this one is like a mystery death anime. They get really EXPLICT at times like it's confusing as hell and the scenes all tie together and theres like 4 arcs and a second season and it's kinda gross and disturbing at times but it just reels in the audience. I highly recommend watching this!

Oh and also I can drive now. It's pretty good I think I'm just naturally good at driving I've never been scared of it or like BREAK really hard or maybe it's because I had a chill instructor and drove withhim first either one.

And I'm doing tennis now sort of I'm quitting soccer a bit for school and just want to have fun my senior year! I cannot believe I'm going to be a senior next year time sure does fly by then I'll be in college where the real fun begins!

IDK the next time I'll be one so happy holidays (it's december) hope everyone has a safe break and christmas or hanakauh(idk how to spell it) or whatever you celebrate! And happy new years too! I'll probably make a resolutions post later in the year! Hopefully everyones doing fine.




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Thursday, November 6, 2008

Obama
Okay so I'm just on here to say Obama won! yay that's cool we are in history of the making the first semi black man to be president. And just to clear things up Obama didn't win because of race. The number of blacks that voted for Obama was about 28% of the total votes I heard, some majority did come latinos of course so the rest was your asians mixed people and white. So I'd say the voting was pretty fair. I agree with Obama on gay marriages and being prochoice. It is absolutely wrong to kill it's true it's a murder no matter what but if we do not give the people the choice we will be in more chaos. PEOPLE will be doing abortions THEMSELVES that will endager both the mother and baby. Why not at least give them a choice so they don't get a hanger stuck in themselves. And well I mean I feel bad for the people who are going to be taxed more like if your really rich but think of it this way. Your helping those out who are 1. Need it or 2. Lazy and don't deserve it. But I mean that's life and hopefully people will do good things and the future will turn out brighter we shouldn't be so negative all the time, we need change.

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Saturday, August 2, 2008

$250
That is about how much money I spent yesterday.
164 on contacts bad Idea a mistundetstandingwith me and my mom she ordered four boxes I only wanted two and we are just going to buy them online from now on. And I got my spacebar fixed for free the guy was nice enough and said oh this is so easy I won't even charge you but then I spent 80 bucks and bought more memory so my computer is super fast now. It was all worth it.

I think I want to be a music producer or a graphic designer either one. I'm really into music and not just that I LIKE ALL type of music. Music with no lyrics japanese classical rock screamo pop powerpop electronica. I like lots. But no one has really updated so I don't think I'll be doing much commenting.

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

We all learn from our mistakes!
Okay soI guess I have a lot ofmistakesthatI can learnfrom. Today I was look up ways to clean a laptop keyboard underneath the keybecauseI know you can clean them I do it on mydesktop computer butIlooked thisup because the keyboards are way differentand I was second guessingwhether I should takemykeysoffor not. So I did take offmykeys. The smallonesworked fine.BUtthen I went forthe big one. The spacebar.Andnow this iswhathappend.Thespacebar ismuch moreconfusing than theotherkeys. It has to bepopedback onperectly so thatboth sides are evenandwherever you push it thespace barwill space. But I coulnd't getitback onright so now I haveto likepres hard dead inthe center of the spacebar. And itdoesn'twork onthe left or rightside. Well I'lllearnfromthis hopefully Icanget it fixed tomorrowfornot too much or nothing!FREAKING laptop Ijustgot it fixed too.

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

Happy birthday
To me so I'm 16.
My current mood is sort of bummed like a bit depressed but not really reasons why? Like why should I be depressed on my birthday? Well just the end of it. Because 1 thing I walked half way across town and my friend got in trouble for it because her mom had to come and pick her up near my house and she didn't want to drive her mom was really mad and I felt bad for her because I knew we shouldn't have done it and I told her that but she sacrificed that for me. She found us walking when we were near my house we made it bad because she lied and said we were already there when we weren't so I just feel bad for her.

The second reason why I feel bummed this mostly is because my other friends dad was already there waiting and I told her she could spend the night on friday for my party on saturday so she asked her dad right in front of me if she could spend the night and he said automatically no. ANd she said "can I?" His response "no" and she said why and he said because "We don't even know her" and my friend said what are you talking about this will be the 4th year I've been her friend and we've known her. Just the way he looked at me and said we don't even know her just struck me and I just felt like crying.

When I came back home I was super suprised my mom didn't get mad that I basically just walked 10 miles across town to our house and I had a present waiting in my room it was this really comfy chair that I'm sitting on right now. And I also got my Alesana shirt today too. I hate the way things turned out like this but I still had fun before all of that. Thanks for all the birthday wishes.

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