Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   Dream
The thing I love most about sleeping is not only getting to rest(der) But the dreams they are so wonderful and so detailed(some) and like nothing you ever though of. My mom reminded me of my dream It was scary but like so awesome.If any of you have seen dragon ball(most likely) do you remember a girl who had a gun I think she was a blonde or a red head and she had two sides? Like the other side would take over and come out unexpected? Well yea my dream has something to do with that.

MY DREAM

Okay lets see I remember like I was in a room it was dark and the laptop was on. The laptop would go to this page everytime and no one was touching it even when i exited it out it would pop up again. And then there was like something in the room in the other bed it was like a shadow. It scared the crap outta me yea. And it was like claiming to be a part of me. I couldnt believe it really it really just scared me and I didnt want to believe it but everytime I left it, it would just like follow me never leave.(Im so mad I dont remember all of the details since it was a awesome dream) I finally accepted it to be a part of me and whenever I talked to people it would sometimes come out on it own and talk I would say that part was mean,dark,mysterious and powerful. I would try to tell people but they wouldnt believe me and I always knew it was there inside me I could feel it. And I could feel it when we changed when it would take over. Whenever I walked like in the sunset there would be another shadow. And then another one came into my body too dont know when. But this one was just about the complete opposite. It was light and kind. It was weird that we all got along well. Whenever we werent like in control we would be like somwehre in our own little world we could see everything in the real world too, I think someone did see the other spirits ill say inside me. The darker one I can describe that she was ninja like and her eyes were dark and had dark dark hair. And the kinder one had like blue eyes and a light brown hair.But going on someone did see the eviler one and they did believe it. I hope I get this dream again.

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

SUPPORT
I really need some. Tryout day one didnt go like I would have wanted it to. I didnt to the best I could have. I got tired easily but I had no cramps or heart burn YAY! BUt I really need to pick it up if I want to be on varsity! I really do everyone plays so well and im just okay all the new freshman WHICH IS ALOT! suck only 2 of them are good well maybe 3 thats it all the rest suck. I doubt any of them will make it but maybe they will cuz there needs to be people for varsity and jv. AHHh I really want to make it too.And also like ive been thinking of quitting or leaving but everyone says not to but not directly to me like theyre own experiences or just not to do it which is weird since I want to quit.

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Weird
Its so quiet at home. Its back to normal. BUt I was watching Ths(true hollywood story) about angelina jolie and its so weird I know someone exactly like her I like had an epiphany like omg I know someone like that but I dont know who.. I swear I always have weird things like this happend like I know something but dont exactly know. I swear i must have been recarnated because I always know how somethings feel like it doesnt seem so new like ive done it before. Like playing every instrument and I cant think of another one but yea... I wonder if i was.

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

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Hmm.. I really want to go to the book store. I dont want school to start. Tryouts ehh. Im not in the mood for running No more spicy stuff i say to my self and them im eating cheetos i have to eat healthier. Going to eat somethign healthy byeas

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Almost over.
Yep, Summer is almost over. That sucks. Family is on and off annoying<<<<>>>not annoying. You get it? I didnt get to go shopping at all during newyork that sucks! Stupid family. The other people in the car were too slow, so we didnt get to to anything. I didnt even spend like any money. ABout 20 bucks in atlantic city and in newyork. how fun. Well family is leaving this week so ill have more time to get thigns together get school ready and focus on my art. I have Tryouts next weel ahh gad this is gonna be bad i was playing soccer today and was sooo tired!!! Its from the hot cheetos I get really bad heart burn and I feel like things r stabbing my heart and yea. I wonder if anyone else feels that heartaching pain or if its just me? Well ill try to make more room for anime and stuff I read the mags now and I really wanted to go to the really big comic shop in times square but I didnt get to go.. ehh but fams eating so i guess ill join them. Laterz

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

Birthday party.
Okay so the cousing I was talking about that was really annoying isnt that bad shes gotten better but no one still does not like her. Even my friends dont like her and they've never met her. I've been trying to finish up my homework for school since today we are leaving to new jersey and tommorrow we are going to new york yay! But I had my birthday party yesterday with alot of people there was so much food and so much of how nice to meet you and thank you for coming from me and I dont even know who half the people are. And I saw so many gazes when i walked everywhere, everyone staring at me some with jealous eyes. I sound like a writer dont I? I liked to compliments sure. But everyone complimented me since My cousins made me wear a dress and do my makeup my cousing wants to do something with makeup so she was really good. My eyes looked so bold and I looked like a barbie. I really dont like that stuff Im all natural.(WEIRD IM BREAKING OUT SO MUCH NOW) But it was fun I guess. I didnt give my friends so much attention I think, and it was so crowded!!! The presents were nice hehe. I didnt get many gifts but boy did I get cash! In total with gift cards not including the retail prices of gifts I got like 825 bucks

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

Family
I cant stand my 2nd cousing she is so annoying and immature she talks so ghettoo and she isnt she curses all the time and gets in trouble shes too loud and talks on the phone too much and she acts like shes some tough person when shes not I can make her crumble. I've never liked her she always wants to do the opposite of what you wnat and rebel its annoying. And always wants to get on the computer. Oh hell no am I taking her freakin attitude this whole week oh no she better watch herself. Im not so nice when im mad. Especially since she runs into the room because she thinks the dog is going to attack her if you yell and run you will make the dog attack you stupid. understand?

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Monday, July 30, 2007

Art
Im going to umm..whats the word. Extend my horizon? No thats not it but whatever. Im going to try different forms of art. well different types ARGHH I cant get the word. Oh well. Like im going to try calligraphy and oil and pastels even though I already have pastels and maybe some thing with just characoal and canvases. I was really into art when I was younger I loved it alot! I loved art class it was my faveorite class. I could draw the best. And everyone always asked me to draw them trees or animals. I could draw a cat really good. Im basically just going to try different art. I still like this art alot im going to try real stuff now too. Ill start by doing idunno anything. This can make me get better and drawing wrinkle lines and getting familiar with scenery!! What a great idea.

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

I
Have not updated in a while. Well Birthday was boring I guess. IM wasting to much money I need to save up for italy. I cant wait. I really wish I could draw good. Its just like such a wonderful talent. Im losing my touches but its complicated to draw now. Especially since sophomore year is coming up and ill be busy with soccer and skool work and clubs and whatever. Gosh. I really need to set time for that stuff during the fall. I really want a cute bishonen pic really bad. Something cute with cat ears like lovless! Oh yea that why im busy not drawing cuz im reading mangas noww!

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Monday, July 23, 2007

My birthday
Is tommorrow. Yay. Conditiong today. was hard. Actually it was easy running but hard for me. Im so out of shape since like last week. The mile was ok I was sorta tired. Then sprints tired me out I got a cramp. Then We jogged like 8 laps around the goal posts. He only had me run 6 though and everyone else ran 7. That really tells me something. PUSH IT!Just because I felt sorta sick and had a killer cramp. So does everyone else whats so special about you? He was probably going easy on me since he wants me to play fall and my bday is tommorow. I need to run more now. 2 weeks untill tryouts. I love the song on my page.

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