Thursday, September 13, 2007

Like a story.
Its like Romeo and Juliet except Juliet didnt go with him.

Juliet dont go with him. I know your sad but it will be okay you can always love him forever and we know he loved you alot!
I'm sorry.

You had such a wonderful thing together and he loved you for who you were doesnt everyone want that? Thats the best thing that matters but usually the good people always leave us.
I'm sorry.

Hoping that you feel better after this..we have all just been so greedy and taking life for granted not caring. But others cant always live life, we are lucky. You dont always worry about the things that could happen like getting in a car accident or some stranger stabbing or shooting you. You take it all for granted. Not everyone is safe STOP acting like its just another day and you will see the next live it like your last.
I'm sorry.

I really do hope you feel better. I've spent an hour reading those posts and everything it just makes me so sad, its just not fair. I really do hope you get better please try to remeber the good memories....
I'm sorry

To you animaniac6131

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Yo.
Hey guys whats up? well lets see i dont feel so good my stomach hurts and has been upset like all day. I need to start eating healthier all i eat is pizza and ramen even though I love both of them alot but its unhealthy. Well alot or work yesterday all done now so all I have to do now is a worksheet and yea thats it.

Todays soccer game So pumped and ready to kick some ass lol. I love my soccer coaches it so funny because one of them curses like sometimes when shes exicted so when varsitys game ended and they won she was like holy shit guys did you see that? It was hilarious shes like so random. Ugh we tied 1-1 though THEY COMPLETELY SUCKED. They defense sucked I could run through all of them th eonly thing hard about it is the double team you but other then that thye were easy. they only had one good player who was they're forwad who shot whenever she got the ball and thats how they scored. Ohmigod though Im so mad I ALMOST scored it when like 2 inches next to the pole! Im like dammit! I had alot of shots and good through balls in the middle im just mad cuz my other forward is good at crosses and stuff but when it comes to shooting and dribbling dont count on getting a goal. Ahh so mad but game on friday Im going to score and kick some ass be more agreesivvee rawrr!

And I cant wait till my requests are done!!! I cant wait to see the wonderful pictures!
-lattter

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

   Hola
Hey everyone whats up? WEll I didnt say this before because I kept forgetting I might go to school in england france or italy cool! Well these ambassador people sent me a letter for people with good grades and all the study over there and im like awesome ill ask my mom but I know shell say no and she was ACTUALLY considering it MY mother. My mom doesnt let me go an hour away anywhere EVER! Thats probably why im inside now and getting paler everyday.XD

Umm school yeaa,Its all good lots of work this week but someones freakin phone rang during religion class and they didnt want to hand it over so the teachers like dont make me get the dean in here to search everyones purses and im just thinking CRAP cuz I have my phone in my purse and shell take it away and I was just thinking about that scenario this morning. Coincidence?But in the end she was nice and had like the whole class go to our locker snd put our cellphones away and said she wouldnt tell. Announcements at the end of school dean says sophomore class with cellphones and crap and my soccer coach found out and said that a SOCCER player was invovled in it too. wouldnt you know that would be me she says not to give us a bad name and stuff but didnt name any names it was me and this other girl BUT IT WASNT MY fAULT! see the bad things people do they make everyone suffer because they dont want to get in trouble!

Well anyways mucho work to do ill try to comment your pages nothing really new going on that I can think of. Oh but my creative mind if you need any thought of what to draw ask me im really creative when it comes to that stuff and I have ideas like all the time but I just cant draw it soo ya...
Adios everyone(yeaa using the spanish)

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Monday, September 10, 2007

Soccer andd other stuff.
Yesterday game loss 4-1 todays game loss 3-2. So close for today so CLOSE! they got a goal last five mintues I had some great runs today and yesterdays game for my other team I didnt play much but I had two great shots and the end of the game. yesterdays game yellow card for other team girl kept cursing and being immature calling out team fucking bitches. You dont sound cool cursing you know? And someone should just knock you out to put some sense into you. Today BIG rivals best team in the country so close for jv win SO CLOSE. but dont worry we will beat them when they come back.

Umm journalism lady came by today from BIG post talked and stuff and had a weird laugh-UGH- I had so many red marks on my papers I hate it when that happens to me I always get the most red marks(the corrections) Oh well im photo editor I have the LEAST important job but I only have to do one story per issue Yea. I just do things with the picture crop is change the colors resize put on paper and yeaa not that bad i wanted layout and design editor you do a whole lot more stuff, But i dont think im doing this class next year so it doesnt matter.

Some questions for you.
1.What do you want to do for your career?
2.Do you have any ideas for the future?

1.Maybe something with art or graphics(computers)
2.Yup. Find someone special and get married have a good life, maybe adopt a kid from china =]

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

My shitty weekend
When shitty shit shit. But I feel more sorry for my brother even though he was a bitch like usual to me the whole time. Our trip over there stuck in traffic. Before I left home I went to youtube and had all the naruto movies thing dowloaded so all I had to do was press play to watch them on the trip. I got to part 6 before internet explorer decided to act up and close everything bye bye movie. Then i just watched fma for a while but then my battery was low so I listened to the good ol mp3 player.

My moms boyfriend the whole time to newjersey was listening to his old music from like the 50s because yes hes old and yes I dont like him and Yes he is weird. He was singing like all of them and narrating them to my mom o this song is called this and this song is called that and when he is saying my girl he is talking about his girl. NO DUH we can understand it!he just messed up the song and was off beat he would sing before the chorus would come in or after it was funny though but I dont want to hear that!

Then we stopped by a hospital me and my brother gave each other wtf looks. We came in and my moms boyfriend is like oh lets go see my sister. Why do we want to see your sister on my brothers birthday? It was an old people nursing home, they took care of the handicapped people who were probably going to die soon. He wanted us to meet his sister before she died because shes dying but I dont want to be shallow on this but I dont give a shit really. Im sorry shes dying and all but shes not going to remember who i am.All we did was shake her hand and say hi I thought my mom was being weird cuz she kissed her on the forehead why DOES SHE DO THAT!? Just stop it!And the lady called my brother the wrong name oh its george hi george! his name isnt george! Its JORDAN! I thought that was funny though haha everyone always says george. So then my moms boyfriends niece was there and was like let the kids go downstairs I know they're bored. I left like as soon as she said that, and wouldnt you know they had computers!!!! So i watched the rest of the naruto movie not a total loss. But my brother kept bitching about why does he take me he for my birthday I didnt want to do anything and stuff! Then we left.

Went to the hotel and I charged thee laptop and watched people having a wedding and watched fma. My brother was yelling at naruto game because he couldnt win and naruto came on YAY JESUS! but then I went to the store with the mom and her weird bf. I bought...2 cool jackets one that I could not find anywhere..and an adidas shirt to work out with.

Came back and ate brother still bitchin about the trip then he order just pizza he said I dont care just get me pizza. I order chicken fingers the kids menu and pizza appertizer in case anyone wants some and I wanted pizza too, then my mom gets just a soup. Heres where the problems arise. I eat all my food which happend to be huge and my brother gets jealous of it WTF does she get all of that and STOP EATING all the pizza!My mom finished all of her soup and just went on the bed. There were two slices of pizza left and I sorta wanted it but was like whatever dont want to get my brother more mad. So my brother takes the pizza and wants my mom to eat it because she always acts like shes not hungry but we know she is so im on his side for this but then shes like no I dont want it and comes back to the table. She says shell have some fries and I let her take my fries because I dont want them. Then I take some pizza and my brother just like loses it.He says why are you fucking eating everything You get the dammit big meal which is the "kids meal" and your eating the pizza now why dont you just eat everything then here take my gatorade and here take the rest of the pizza to then he goes in the bathrooms and starts crying. This is where I say what a girl and wtf doesnt he ever change. He is so immature hes a fucking senior. WE asked if he wanted anything else he said he just wanted a PIZZA I ordered and extra one for this reason and its not my faul the kids menu decided to be HUGE! All i ate was the chicken the fries made it look bigger! NOT MY FAULT that im hungry and a human that needs food to survive. I dont see what his prob is. Then he leaves cursing calling everyone a fucking idiot and that he hates us all. Not new. he always does this he did this when we were in newyork too. And he said he hated me too when its not my fault he didnt get to go to the store! I DIDNT get to go to the store either! Im usually on his side then he likes throws me off. I dont understand him. He says all he wanted was to do nothing for his birthday but then he brags about my birthday and how I got all this money and gifts and Im just a spoiled brat. Im not spoiled maybe you would be if you wanted a party! But you say you dont want anything so dont get mad.

Other stuff that night.
horray. So me and my mom went to go workout at the gym. They had tv yay so I watched naruto while semi working out my mom walked a full half hour but I was on the little running peddle thing cuz it was in front of the tv slacking off but I beat my moms distance calories burned and yea. Then the manager was like turn it down! Sorry naruto hater lol. So came back home brother still being a hater and whenever you asked him something he would reply with leave me alone you stupid idiot which he always does and I always reply you always say that you immature stupidass why dont you grow up? He is older then me but hes so weak no confidence in anything and gets angry to easily. My mom says im the strongest out of all of them mentally I guess. I have good confidence and I dont give a crap what anyone thinks of me, my brother cares about what others think. and yea.
LONG POST last one okay?

Ride back home.
yay the best thing I would say. I like only looking at the clouds cuz they were actually there they were so close too, to the ground you could almost touch them I loved it. Then just came home to find that someone locked my cat in myroom so she took a crap and pissed all over this towel and grandma happened to but it on my chair which now stinks and I have to throw the chair out. She claims she didnt she the poop or smell it im like yea right. She always does that trys to act innocent and like its not her fault. Who closed my door? i didnt I left it opened. But anyways I have a soccer game today and I gotta eat laterr!
(told you the trip was going to suck)

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

CHECK THIS!
Okay Hi guys! its like 9:30 so I only got about 7 hours of sleep darn. My brothers bitrhday..umm I have to miss the freakin naruto movie because of my dumb brothers birthday. But its not his fault its my moms bf fault NO NOT LIKE THAT HAHA. but because he wants to take us to newjersey or whatever WTF am I going to do there!? My bro doesnt want to go either. So im going to be away from internet and I wont be on for like two days aww...But im taking my laptop with me so i can watching the rest of FMA and maybe naruto movie Ill put the movies up so they are ready so all i have to do is push play. but anyways I wont be on to comment anything Ill see you guys maybe tommorrow or today if I find internet =P.
-Adios

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Friday, September 7, 2007

   Some thoughts and my day.
okay classes and stuff today.Journalism I did an interview with this graphics lady ms.Werle for my story the seton website I just about love her. We get eachother she has the same laptop as me and was telling me all about the graphics and how she made it(we sorta got off topic =]) and she was just funny and stuff.
Bio was funny cuz my teacher was talking about something about things you dont know and she said if you see something on the floor you usually will just want to poke it. And that made me think of naruto when naruto poked ebisu in the butt haha.
Weight training did alot of weight derr My arms were like hurting my biceps to be exact we were doing lateral things with weights so sorta like the position when you spread out your arms and then put them down do that for a minute with 5 pound weights!

Soccer after school didnt do much boring stupid did some running yadda yadda.Then at night practice for my other team which I sorta just came back from. We did some stuff yeaa and then we did keepaway and some people ran on the outside of the box for like 5 minutes that was me but I really wasnt tired i was running pretty fast around for a long time and I just wanted to get faster and i wasnt tired. Then i had to train for goalie because the unthinkable happen im replacement number 3. The firts goalie injured her leg. the second one has back problems and what a coincidence that cynthia happened to play goalie already this week and has to play again. But dude did I kick ass I really stopped like everything and the coaches were very impressed said I might be better then the main goalie and I havent played goalie in like 3 years whoa. but I dont want to be goalie so it doesnt matter.

NOW MY THOUGHTS RANDOM ONES.
if I have a son (which I wont because I dont like kids and dont really want them) I would name him Sire that just sounds like a cool name it sounds like fire with and S instead so SIGH-ER yea awesome huh? that name makes me think of green. Anywayss.. I have questions!1

1.Do you want kids?
2.Do you ever think of colors for words?
3.How school going or college?

My answers
1.Adopt;maybe
2.yes I do thats why I put this question here
3.School is like good somedays and then bad other days.

-Laterr!



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Thursday, September 6, 2007

Hey
Okay yea. Boring day of school not so bad but still, i feel like no one does understand me its not that bad though.Not much homework today and I actually got to go home early! Soccer game was cancelled and I didnt feel like going to varsitys game agaisnt the number one team in the country cuz I want some ME time.

So how are you all? Hows your week going? Anything new?

Anyways I have a questions for all of you!!!
What do you think this means?

If love of God is a fire, zeal its flame; if love is a sun, zeal its ray.

I liked it so I picked it for my report I just need the opinions of others and what they think it means it will really help me out! Its for religion..

Ill be on like all day!!!

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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Week two.
Okay ive been dying to say this but kakashi and saukure couple is so nasty! EWW! He is like 30 with a girl half his age thats just gross! especially since kakashi is way better then that haha! So basically i stay up till midnight uh oh and I was chattin on some site with people and making them laugh about stupid stuff some naruto chat thing.

Ok school today. English Stupid assignments to do. Spanish Did my quiz i thought it was easy but who knows. math my teacher is so annoying she acts way to much to be cool and have us accept her she acts intimidated by us or something she needs to chill she says ok every sentence. Journalism I actually didnt pay attention I have my frist story due this friday and I just looked in the year books from 2 years ago.. not a great day for learning. Bio sub worksheets enough said. Lunch time my most hated time of the day. No I dont hate eating I love it but its such a drag deciding where to sit. its suck when no ones there waiting for you so you can go to lunch or when the finally want you itsfor some dumb reason so they arent alone in the lunch line. Freakin losers dont try to use me. I dont fit in with the people I sorta fit in with last year.the preps. Im not a prep im not like omg and I dont say like every sentence. Im just not them or any of them. Thats what makes me different from them. They are nothing like me and I doubt they will ever be. Id rather just sit alone but then I dont like it cuz i feel like everyone is staring at me (paranoid) or I feel like theres something on my face or i eat weird. Yup many things cross my mind. I usually just make people laugh but inside its just so I feel better i guess. So i feel less alone. It just sucks being like the only kind of group at your school.

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

yay and Nay
umm okay. So today back from school at 8pm UGH im going to hate that. I got so much praise at school. Everyone just about loved my hair the juniors I could see glancing at me and gossiping derrr sorta cuz they were like "cynthia did you dye your hair!?" So yea obviously talked to like everyone about it im glad everyone liked it one girl who was like OMG your are so distracting first you get these cool ass contacts and now your dyed your hair you keep distracting me(not in a gay way) she loves my contacts and always calls my name just to look at them too bad they arent my real eyes.eh?

Weight training the class Ive been not waiting for. THE MILE. It sounds so big and scary when they say you have to run THE MILE! why cant they just say 4 laps around the track then it doesnt sound that bad. well I didnt get tired untill like the 3rd lap I past alot of people and then I was in 3rd. I tried to catch up to the second girl I was right behind her I pushed it the last curve and started running way faster I caught up to the girl and got 1 second after here. Oh my time you say? I beat my record from last year HORAYY and last year we ran before we did the mile so we were in more shape. MY TIME was...7:18 not to badd.Record from last year 7:25. After that class My leg hurt so bad it still hurts not that im typing it my calf muscle I cant even like run no lie I had to hop to the kitchen before the kettle thing went crazy to turn it off.

Soccer game. Okay well I played goalie cuz...everyone else just sucks lets put it that way and I didnt want us to loose the REAL goalie couldnt play cuz she missed practice. First half I got everyball I was on everything we scored one goal very nice might i add. Then the girl kicked the ball and I dived for it BUT there happened to be a stupid forward in my way pushing me so the ball got in the goal BUT it didnt count cuz the girl who kicked it and got her fake goal pushed everyone else and fouled us. YAY! 2nd half I told coach i would just play goal since someone else would play and I really cant play or run up in forward since my leg is killing me. 2nd half saved everything dived for some balls and knocked some people over. I got so much praise from everyone on the field even on the other team and my team mates WHO sat the bench everytime i saved the ball yay cynthia. made me feel happy but you get really nervous back there all alone you hesitate and dont know if you should come out or not. But after the game this is funny the coach from the other team is like great job keeper your good. and one girl said your GOALIE is really good and the ref said you guys have an amazing goalie but when im walking back im like IM NOT THE GOALIE!!! way to intimidate them ha. Next game i wont be saving the goals ill be making them. Okay this is def my most cocky post ever but im happy and I just wnat to spread it!

Oh yea the nay part. I hope that my coaches wont think of me as a goalie from now on and think of me as a backup cuz I dont like playing goalie I like playing the field..!!

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