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Friday, September 14, 2007

   Loser.
So yea. I dont know but I've sorta been ina pissy depressed mood after school. Just because. Because why is it I have no one to sit with that I have to go as low as the freshman? Why is it that you try your best and some others to do but not everyone puts the effort in it? why is it you feel like no one understands you? Its like you tell a joke and your the only one laughing. Or you have a conversation with someone and they give you a wdafxup look.

I dont understand. i really feel as if I dont fit at all at my school. Im just a floater a loner and nobody. People think highly of me when they first see my I asked the freshman what they thought when they first saw me some said they thought I was really popular and really cool. So yea. I know alot of people yea. Popularity doesnt really concern me. I just dont care. who the hell cares about cliques dammit. Stop sitting with the same freakin people. I go around everywhere. I just hate it why do they do it!?

And why cant I ever like just forge a close relationship with someone? I dont even have freakin best friends anymore. I havent heard from my old bestfriend just about ever since she moved. She all on her own now and I just about dont like her anymore and seriously she just intimidates me I feel lower then her or something. And I really would like to spend time with my other friend but i dont have time and I just dont talk to everyone. I dont want to end up like those 40 year old virgin people lol. I dont. I dont. I want a life. No ones letting me in so I wont let them in. Thats why no one knows a duck about me. No one knows anything about me im just known as cynthia the good student and soccer player. You dont know anything about me.

-wdafxup with that?

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