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Tuesday, May 29, 2007


   Emo day!!!T_T
I'm having a realy bad day... and it feels like no one cares!!!T_T Today, as religeous vice., I had to do a mini worship... just like I do every tuesday at class meetings... well, instead of trying to come up with some sort of religeous story or moral, I decided to address something that has been bothering me for quite a while!!! This probably made me the most unpopular person at school, but hey... I'm already unpopular, since I'm wierd for liking anime so much, and I'm into the whole Jap. stuff!!! I was soooo scared it almost sounded like I was about to cry!!! I talked about how we tend to reject people just because they're different, or we feel threatened by them... for example, I've never been acepted in my life... even in kindergarden I was asking around for an eraser, and one of the girls looked streight at me and said "sorry, I don't have one... but even if I did, I wouldn't give it to you!"... can u imagine how I felt? But hey, I learned to deal with it... and sometimes I feel that I turn to anime so I don't have to deal with people and life... like my immaginary anime friends can't turn their backs on me! On the other hand anime inspired me to be who I tealy am... like Naruto... he reminds me of myself... a cluts... but even through tough times he was himself and thus got lots of friends that appriciate him for who he is... and now, since I came out of my shell, I have wonderfull friends... and although they sometimes make fun of some of the shoes that I watch... but that's just their oppinion, not a fact! Anyways... no one realy talked to me after I did that worship... except my friends... they're the only ones that congratulated me... but my parents are now being a big pain!!! They never let me go anywhere... not even to a study group for finals at school!!! No wonder I'm not so popular!!!
Well... I guess u've heared me complain enough... for those of u who read this all the way... thanx... makes me feel... special... and loved... I guess I'll just go to my little emo corner now... I'm not realy emo... It's just what I call it when I'm realy depressed!!! Well TTYL!!!

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