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Thursday, August 11, 2005

I look in the mirror
Tear stained face
Blood shot eyes
"I hate you"
I'm absolutely disgusted
Disgusted with myself
I'm so stupid
"Stupid"
I start to panic, I can't breath
A lump in my throat
A cold pain in my stomach
"Stop it"
I start to cry
The tears fall like bullets
"Stop crying you retard"
They fall faster
I can't breath
I wrap my arms around myself
But i still feel so alone
"Idiot"
I scream, nobody hears
"Stupid"
I can't breath
I can't stop crying
"STOP CRYING"
I start to tremble
I hate my face
I hate my smile
I hate my body
I'm disgusted
Stupid
Fat
Ugly
"Stop crying you stupid bitch, you worthless bitch"
I start to hypervenilate
I can't breath
I can't breath!
"Your a fucking idiot, you fucking retard. Why are you crying, Stop crying, you weak...."
I let out a gasp
I let out a whimper
"Idiot"
I cry myself to sleep.....
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