This past weekend sucked ass. It just completly sucked. And I haven't seen any anime for a couple of weeks. Some times you just want it all to end...not that I;m some suicidal freak...I;ll just kick back, flame one up and listen to this..
SMILE EMPTY SOUL
"Bottom Of A Bottle"
Been scared and lonely
I've asked myself
Is something wrong with you
My girlfriend told me
I need some time alone to deal with issues
But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand
What I always wanna find
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom
Of a bottle
You always call me
And ask me how I make it throught the day
I'm always fallin
I guess it's just god's way of
Making me pay
But something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand
What I always wanna find
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom
Of a bottle
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom
Of a bottle
And I,
I wonder why I try
And I,
I wonder why I bother
And I,
I wonder why I cry
Why I,
I go through all this trouble
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom
Of a bottle
I do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom
Of a bottle