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myOtaku.com: broken faerie


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

It was snowing earlier today when I was at school. It looked like it was coming down pretty hard, but about an hour later, there was not a speck of snow to be found.

*sigh* Anyway, the friend that I was having some problems with a while back and stopped talking to is my friend again. I apologized to her for something I didn't do, and now things are "good" between us. Do I feel really stupid for doing that? Yes. Are we going to end up fighting again? A definite probably. Can anything good come out of this relationship? Most likely not. But I did it anyway. You wanna know why? A quote from a magazine I read recently pretty much sums it up:

"[Even though this relationship is a bad one,]if anything happened to her, my heart would be broken."

It's true. Once I sorta calmed down after our fight, I realized that I wasn't mad at her anymore, but in fact missed her terribly. Sure there's tons of things about her that I hate, and it would probably be best for me in the long run if I just completely forgot about her. But the truth remains: I can't live without her.

Okay, enough of that drama. Sorry if I bored you guys with it. I felt the need to tell somebody, and I'm pretty sure that all of my friends are gonna kick my ass when they find out that I'm friends with her again. *sigh* Life is so complicated sometimes...

Anyway, thanks for listening to my stupid little story. I'll try to have something more cheerful for you tomorrow.

Later!!
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