Sunday, January 14, 2007

   tell me waht you think?
i wanna right a story....tell me what u think? ok well heres the basis of it all:
Years Ago, A young angel Terri has fallen for a demon, though she knows the law which forbids this love she doesn't care and goes to the demon names Dark. The two at first are friends because niether one at first meeting know the others true identity:heres the thing angels and devils/demons are aloud on earth but only to be descised as humans and are not to interfear with humans ways...though many defy this law...well anyway this is how the two meet, They've now known each other as just friends for threes years and just thinks that the other is mearly a human being...but then one day Dark reveals to Terri his love and Terri's feelings are the same, And as the relationship unfolds so do their secrets...one day Terri feels she needs to tell her lover the truth...but was this such a good idea? Once she has told him, Dark tells her the truth as well and the two are shocked and indifferent on what to do. But they make the desicion to still be lovers but in secret...Things go well until Terri's good but strict friend, Kristal, finds out and tells God of this misdeed, telling herself that this was the right thing to do. Terri is called to see God and God informs Devil(Father). The two are punished and banished to earth...Devil(Father) brainwashes Dark so that he hates her and makes it so that he kills her...Terri has no idea and her body dies and her soul is left to wonder...Dark is filled with confushion and pain and has no idea what to do and kills himself...
Now in present time the two are reborn in humans...
And her our story begins! so tell me what do you think sounds good? let me know! ^^"


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Thursday, January 11, 2007

   ^_^
My Golden Kiss

Last night as I slept in a
heavenly bliss along came an angel
with a heavenly kiss.
We stayed up all night and
talked about you, I asked for a
favor,he said he would do.
he said he'd be back
before it got light, with a wink
of an eye he was gone into
night.
he said that you were
sleeping so sweet in your
bed as the warmth of his touch
lay on your head.
he whispered "I love you" right
in your ear and from your eye
came a single tear.
So when you awake be sure
not to miss, the love on your
lips from "My Golden Kiss."

to that special person...

Unblessed

She needs to try not to remember
She needs to try hard to believe
She needs to pretend it didn’t happen
Pretend he didn’t leave

She fakes a happy smile
Each and everyday
Faking all her happiness
Throwing her life away

She really wants to move on
Forget he was ever there
But she’s drowned within her sorrows
Sinking in despair

She pretends that she can’t hear them
They think she doesn’t know
But she does, and it doesn’t help her
Since she always feels so low

She watches as the tears well up
Then start flowing down her cheeks
She can’t fake happy anymore
She’s been doing this for weeks

Nobody there has noticed
That she really isn’t ok
They probably wouldn’t look for her
If she decided to run away

She might decide to tell someone
She might decide to speak
She needs someone to help her through
She’s starting to feel so weak

Maybe she needs to just pretend
That she doesn’t really care
And let it eat her up inside
Carrying on with this nightmare

Maybe she really should fake it
Until her life comes to an end
But then what’s the point of living at all
She has no one on which to depend

It isn’t really her fault
That she’s always so depressed
But she’s all alone in this mixed up world
Unloved, unknown, unblessed…

Lost

I'm lost inside your eyes, lost inside your heart
Love to watch you love me, can't be apart.
I understand your weakness, I've got one too.
Now I'm lost inside your eyes, lost inside you.

Understand that we were meant to be
An image in both minds, you see
That I'd love you when love was lost
And you\'d love me, double crossed

Your fingers, told me not to cry
But now we must leave, say one last good-bye
They weren't supposed to know
So how will our love grow?

When I'm lost inside your eyes, lost inside your mind?
Can't get out of your grip. My way, I can't find.
Out of your obsession, far away I go
But please remember to write, just so I know

That you're safe and that you care.
Don't you think this treatment's fair?
Just let me go, let me be.
When I'm alone, and lost, and free.

Free from you, free from me.


i waz very poeticy mood like today lolz
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

   just a lil poem!
I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take a breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You'll come apart and youll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what's not there.

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think its strange you never knew...


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Saturday, January 6, 2007

   what do you think like this song! i entered it in a contest! is it any good plz plz let me know! kk bye bye have a good day!
"Never with You"

(guitar intro)
Take this life of mine
Throw it all away
I don't need this tonight
Don't give me your lip
Oh I'll give you a little tip
Don't mess with me
or soon you'll see
The crazy side of me!
(pre-chorus)
leave me now, leave me then
these sweet sorrows
won't be seen again

(Chorus*)
Your problems fall
they fall on to me
makes me want to cry
you never said you were sorry

Forget this broken life
you've made for me
I'm never gonna see you again
Not going out with you tonight
Don give me this
Don't give me that
All I wanted was to hold you tight
(pre-chorus)
leave me now, leave me then
these sweet sorrows
won't be seen again

(Chorus*)

I never want to see you again
(forever and ever...)

(chorus*2x)

Your not gonna stop me!
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Monday, January 1, 2007

   things r better!~
with a new year comes a new theme and i really like this one because its really me! yes i am a puck rocker all the way! well happy new years! yeah and guess what we found my puppy candy! ^_^ she was wondering around near my ex-bf's dads house and well his dad saw her and noticed her and he called my house i ran down there so fast and i got my puppy! i was freakin happy she waz alive! ^_^_^_^_^ i thanks my ex's dad! i was very happy! and yeah! last night was new years and i went to my friend's house fer a party alot of my other friends were invited but a few couldn't come! but my good friend Billy came (the only boy outta like 7 other girls! lolz)






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Friday, December 29, 2006

   well yesterday was a very sad day....
well it waz good at first i went to my friends house and then to the mall after swimming on wednsday on the 27 but that night at my dads my two puppies that i have candy (the girl) and kane (the boy) well the got out of the yard. That same night kane was hit by a car and died and they still can't find candy...*sobs* i didn't find out till thursday morning after swim practice what happened....my mom call me when i got out of swimming and my friend waz driving me home and i started crying...*sobs* When i got to my dads i immediatly took my older dog alexis and started to look for candy and put up more poster with my parents...I want at least one of my puppies to be safe...*sobs* i miss hearing them winning for attention and fight and holding them and petting them...*sobs* i want my puppies back! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
well i dunno i hope someone finds candy and brings her home....:'( ='( *sobs*
In loving memory of Kane Christian
Beloved Pet, Brother, Friend, and Son. ~3/17/06-12/27/06~
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

   so tell me....
how waz ur christmas? or wat ever holidayz u celebrate? Did u get wat u asked for? lolz my christmas eve was fun my lil bro who is 6 was all excited and wouldn't go to bed he kept runnin down the stair and asken if santa came, so he ended up sleepin with me because he couldn't get to sleep! he was sooo cute and he got up at like 6am and said santa came santa came and he got everyone in the house up! lo0lz after we opened gifts we all went back to bed lolz! so what did u do for christmas?


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Thursday, December 14, 2006

   been better
well my back teeth on the left side have been hurtin and have been keepin me up for the past 2 night crying in pain! well i went to the dentist he says that my nerve in one ogf the back teeth died and so i need a root canal! either that or get it pulled! omfg! things suck! i can barly eat and i can barley sleep!

the problem with gettin a root canal is my mom can't find a place that takes our insurence! well except one thats far far away! wtf!? and that one i would have to wait like 5-6 weeks to get aproved and blah blah! i hate this i just want the pain to go away! grrrrr! and i would have my tooth pulled if it wasn't one of my main teeth that and i don't wanna have a missin tooth! ugh! well how's everyone else doin! only another week or so and its christmas break! woooohooo! so what does everyone wanna get for christmas!? i dunno what i want...maybe for my tooth to stop hurtin lolz no really i can only with though! ^_^"""" well ok i wanna make all my frinedz christmas card! sooooo whats ur all time fav anime peoplez plz plz plz do tell i really wanna know! kk! have a good day! ^^" well anything better that mine! lolz!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

!!!!!!!!!!!!ps this is fer my friends stephanie just case u don't get to the pm i sent u!!!!!!!!!!! first kk!
hey listen bout the last post it was nothin much its just someone i like well i found out he has done basically the same thing as me...not that i'm proud of it but well he understod what i ment and he said that didn't care i did it cause he understood and well i dunno it made me start to think a lil bit more and i still feel horrible about it and everytime i see him it makes me think about it ya know i am sorry to worry you i really am! and my mom said i can probably come over tomarow what time u wanna do it at i'll be home by 3 because i can't stay after for swimmin i have swimmers ear and i not aloud to swim! its kinda like a releif i haven't been able to do alot but i just wanted to have something i'm good at and like to do ya know and i wanted to be dedicateded to somethin like u r with tie kwon do! i wanna improve ya know (that and i wanted to get into shape! guess what well at my last phisical i waz 165lbs! and now i ent to the doctors 2 days ago! and guess what i'm only 145lbs! i feel very accomplished! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^ *does a happy dance*) well hey maybe today we could hang till like 4 or 5 because i'm goin to my dads to night because my mom don't know what we're doin tomarrow! so waddaya say! today cause i'm home now! call me as soon as you read this kk!(moms on the phone! damnit!) i will be waitin! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^
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Monday, December 11, 2006

to some one u don't know who no well partly for her but then its for another who i told and knows and he unders stands because her did it too he's just like me its not the one from u

I hate all that i am i don't care!
you don't
so what should i do
to prove to you
you should hate me to?
just like everyone else
you should be afraid
what will i do
if i hurt u to?
i don't even know what i
would do
i would probaly hurt myself
just to save you
so tell me this
what do u think of me know?
am i a monster to u to?
i know what i do
and i like to hurt you
because i don't care!




i'm so sorry...i don't know anymore...i guess someone reminded me of what i really am...that i am the horrible its not an act its what i really am and i know it and so do u...i just lie...i put on a maks the hide what we all know is the reall me....
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Saturday, December 9, 2006

   i miss my friendz! : (
mani miss al my old friendz! hehehe sorry but its true peoplez! ^^'i wish we could hang like have a big party or sothin! it'd be like a family /friendsz reunuin! it would be great and all my old friendz could meet my new onez and i know that would get alonggreat too! ^_^ i miss my friendz!


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