Thursday, December 7, 2006

   what happens on the bus home from swimmin stays on the bus or does it?
well i found the purks of being on swim team! well we had our first swim meet today and i guess it was just like a scrimige but w/e! well here's what they do after and on the way home! well in the back of the bus we play truth or dare and further up the way we have a semi strip thing goin on! peoples were comparin each other i geuss! lolz those guys have hot bods! *^_^* well any wayz in the front were i waz sittin chatin wit new friendz we watch the whole thing laugh and make funny comments! well lets just say it wasn't boring! well i might have to go somewhere wit my uncle this saturday and next weekend i wanted to go to my friend's b-day but i might not because my lil bro's is the same day! wtf! i have no luck wit nothin! well waz up peeps!? hows it ben goin good?
very true!go go go stephanie! have fu at tie kwon doe! ^________^ (plz don't kill me"^^") hehehhhe!
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Tuesday, December 5, 2006

   yo waz up?
well i very board! and i have a half day wensday but i have to go to swimming! wtf! well i gotta do what i gotta do! sorry steph guess we can hang out i won't be home till 5! sry! whatcha doin this weekend? saturday maybe? we'll see gotta ask my mom kk!? ^_^ swimming is good! school is good! but somethin weird happened...my ex-ex-kevin noticed i was like upset and he asked what was wrong i told him and he accually looked concerned that and he said he wanted to kick my now ex-bf dons ass! wtf is up wit that? kinda creepy? anyways...yeah this kid zach i know on my swim team (that i kinda like) well he's flirtin wit me! he pokes me and tickles me and says i'm cute and makes me laugh and today he asked for a hug and my im before he left for the bus! -^_^- (can u tell i'm over my ex! lolz) well as u can tell i'm doin better! ^.~*


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Sunday, December 3, 2006

   things just really suck butt!
well i had a fight wit my mom last night and didn't go to bed till like 12:30 1 oclock in the in the mornin! and to make matters worse my bf goes yeterday wheni wasn't on the bus tell everyone he broke up wit me and i didn't know cause he never told me! i didn't find out till everyone else told me! why is it i'm always the last to know! and then i go and ask him about it and he avoids me! i wouldn't of really cared but u know he could have told me istead of me findin out from everyone else! i'm just relly fustrated and i don't hate him and i'm not so sad we broke up but he didn't tell me! and now he won't talk to me! i hate this! i should've never said yes to him! no matter what i do whenever things r gettin good then things turn horible end i end up hurt or i hurt someone! yeah and my mom wants to put me in a phyco ward because i hurt her because she wouldn't leave me alone! man i hate this o'well i'll get over it what ever i don't care ferget it! hope ur lives r better! ^.~ bye byez!


not sure what to feel....

to lighten the mood!

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   swimmin was good until...
well i slipped into the pool at school! i almost died! well not really but i hurt my self! yaya! go me! how r u all doin!? does anyone else do a sport?



thanks stephanie for ur support!

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Monday, November 27, 2006

   swimming! (yes swimmin in the winter time!
well i made the swim team at my school it was hard! and i hurt my leg on the buie thingies! and my ex-bf is on the team too! grrrrrrrr! and some other i don't really like(yeah but i talked to my ex becuase he's like the only person i know so i guess he is good fer something i guess lolz) but other wise it was awsome! the pool is heated and my couch said i did good for my first time on a accualy swim team! and i have to go home with wet hair unless i bring a blow dryer! (yeah like thats gonna happen well atleast not till the snowin time of teh year lolz)we have to wear very revealing, skin tight one pieces that(not to mention i am very self concious!) and the guys wear skin tight speidos! hahahaha! and our first meet is on the 7th of december! and we have to stay after monday trough friday! and i don't get home till like 5:30pm and the only good thing is i get to walk home wit my bf! woohoo! ^_^ he's doin wreslin and has to wear a funny skin tight suit! ^__^ hhehehehehe! well i'm kinda pooped and i gotta take a shower! i'm probably not gonna post too much because of swimmin but i'll see what i can do! kk well hope everyone has an awsome evening! ^.~* bye byez fer now! ^.~*

yeah thats me i'm like a fish outta water!

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

thats fer u stephanie heheheheeh!~

sorry ladies their taken ! lolz

awwwwwwwwww! such a cute lil wolfe! hige! muah! i love u cutie!

i'll alway be you angel here to help u!
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

good luck in the parade steph! don't get hurt! and stay warm!


oh yeah and steph look at the bottom of teh page kk
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Friday, November 24, 2006

this is an awsome poem that arlihama wrote in my gb...
...i love it very much and to show my love for it i will post it and that arlihama composed! ^_^ thank u i really like it and ur very talented! ^_^

a broken heart and a black rose, both can be compared to be so alike!

The black rose
by arlihama
written right now, on the spot, when i saw the bg!

a black rose,
so dark and so complex
a heart that aches can never be
describe by any ancient text

both so sweet and fragile
yet they hide under a coat of black
it's life, it's color,
it's glaze is what it lacks

it fears the world of pain
and yet it acts so strong
pretending it can do everyhting
even forget the pain and move on

it's so afraid of pain
that it chose to hide instead
in a coat of darkness
or in a sweet girl's chest

how can it come unbroke
when it broke a million times?
how can it be pure and white
when it's soiled and it's despised?


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Thursday, November 23, 2006

   have a goodone! don't eat too much turkey!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and hey has anyone ever had turducken? wierd thing but its pretty good! especially woth ketchup! ^__^'



for my best friends ever! Stephanie i love u girl!

dance dance my minion! mwahahahahahahaha! ^^'


wtf?!
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Monday, November 20, 2006

things goin better
i feel better! i soooo glad my friend don't hate me! might hang with friends wensday maybe? if my mom lets me! lolz! well school is good! my grade were good (for once)hehehe! my bf's bday was yesterday! but i didn't get to see him i had to go to my god daughters bathtism! yep! i'm a godmother now! its official! well how r u all today! good here's hoppin! well gtg talk laterz bye bye for now! ^.~*
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