Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   We're All To Blame
Take everything left from me
All to blame

How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need
Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed
Supersize our tragedy (you cant define me, or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free (land, free)

And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all with no sacrifice

Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear
Stand to salute and say thanks to the man of the year
How did we all come to this (you cant define me or justify greed)
It's greed that we just can't resist (resist)

And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all
Everyone wants it all with no sacrifice

Tell me now, what have we done, we don't know
I can't allow what has begun to tear me down
Believe me now, we have no choice left
With our backs against the wall

And now we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
When all we need
Is something true
To believe
Don't we all
Everyone
Everyone
We will fall
Cause we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We want it all
Everyone
Don't we all


Sou:Don't we all?
Yuu:Yup.
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   Aiiiyeeee....
Uh...i had one of the most tiring days at school.And a heavy bag dosen't help..And during recess,a friend of mine told my crush (no not that i liked him)that a girl from 1E5(mi class)liked him.His first reaction was like OMG!i looked somewher else,i knew his eyes where looking at me.God it was one of the most embarassing moments of my life.C'mon girls,i'm sure you've had this problem before,any advice?(kay this is not like me at all...)And guys i know you've also had this kinda thing happen before.But hey,no need to rush,i'm only 12+ anyway.
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   Rantings
MOTHA FUCKING SKOOL OF MINE
Tomoro,i am about to waste about 5 hours of my pre-teenagehode.And i have to get back to mi old skool for a match.Argh!!!This will be short.i'm too frustrated to type.Ja
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Friday, January 28, 2005

   Distance
Ki ni naru noni kikenai
Oyogitsukarete kimi made mukuchi ni naru

Aetai noni ienai nami ni osarete
Mata sukoshi tooku naru

Tokirenai you ni keep it going baby
Onaji kimochi janai nara tell me
Muri wa shinai shuugi demo
Sukoshi nara shite mite mo ii yo

I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance shijimete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Hitotsu ni wa narenai
Itsu no hi ka distance mo
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
Yappari I wanna be with you

Hito koto de konna ni mo kizutsuku kimi wa
Kodoku wo oshiete kureru

Mamorenai toki keep on trying, baby
Yakusoku toori janai kedo trust me
Muri wa shinai shuugi demo
Kimi to nara shite mite mo ii yo

I wanna be with you now
Futari de distance mitsumete
Ima nara maniau kara
We can start over
Kotoba de tsutaetai
I wanna be with you now
Sono uchi ni distance mo
Dakishimerareru you ni nareru yo
We should stay together
Yappari I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you now
Coz I know this can't be forever
We can start over, just you and me
I wanna be with you now
Coz I know this can't be forever
We should stay together, just you and me
I wanna be with you


We're so far a part...T.T Feel so sad,i won't fall into a depression..(i hope that is)i missed my friends so much..the new girls at mi skool suck and most of mi frens are guys..i don't mind but their simple-minds are too easy to trick..sigh.This is part of a harry potter fic i did when i was about...10?Hopefully i'll post it one day.(Any suggestions,contacted me via private messaging or just commenting.)WARNING:m/m pairing..draco/harry


I am soooo sick of having to listen to Draco complain.Harry this,Harry that,could he cut me some slack?It wasn't my fault Hemione caught us with our pants down(literally).
"But she's YOUR bloody mudblood friend Potter!!!"
"Don't be a bloody ass Draco,Herm has very sensitive hearing."
I wanted to argue,to put my point into that thick,gelled head of his ,but he looked away,staring hard at the cold dungeon wall.Holidays were like this every year.Mostly everyone goes homes,Draco mainly stays with me.He'd rather be with me for the entire winter than be home with the gargoyles.I'm happy,he is too,he's just not very good at showing he is.Draco's skin had grown a little tan under the sun during qudditch practice.I had the really perverse urge to start licking it to make him feel better.It always did.


Boy that really sucked.
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   I'm Back!!!!
Yay!!i'm finally un-grounded!!i'm gonna check out around otaku see what i missed.I'll rant about everything on friday.Ja ne!
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Friday, December 31, 2004

Quizes

Essence of Anger. You feel pain and rage in its
truest forms, and some believe you ARE pain and
rage, but you aren't. Happiness is not
impossible for you to find, but it is far more
difficult for you than others. Your element is
earth, your season is Winter, your animal
wolverine, colors black and grey, and your
gemstone crystal.


What is your essence? (for girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

Well,i know one thing,that quiz is accurate


You're a loner. There's nothing wrong with being a
loner, it just means that you like your own
company better than someone else's. However,
you do enjoy animals and you are really a very
nice person.


What Kind Of Anime Girl Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

See now guys?That's why i hate group work and stuff like that.


Purity. You are purity itself. You are the true
pure one, the one who cannot do wrong, who is
perfect. You are rare and precious...and shall
always be cherished by those around you.


What are you on the inside? (for girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

weird...


You are InuYasha. You are the best!!! You may seem
stubborn and a bit mean at times but you are
actually a nice person deep down. Anyway, YOU
ARE THE VERY BEST! Hehe ^_^


Which InuYasha Character Are You?
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well,go inu-kun!
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

   Took a long survey...

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 57755 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	Midnight
Birthplace ::	Do you really need to know?
Age ::	really not important
Age you act ::	my age duh sometimes like a kid on sugar
Current location ::	I am where i am and you don't need to know!
Eye color ::	Grey
Hair color ::	Silver
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	Right
Zodiac sign? ::	Taurus
Height? ::	160 cm or something like that
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	You don't need to know
Your hair ::	Short,about jawline length
Your fears ::	Lizards
Your perfect room ::	Lots of space bare walls where i can draw on and paste posters
What you practically do in a day ::	Surf the net,chores, laze around,watch tv,do homework ya know normal stuff
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	None so far
Phrases you overuse ::	Same as above
Your first thought when you wake up ::	Just 5 more minutes
Your greatest accomplishment ::
Something you want to do ::	Draw my own manga
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	Mcdonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	Both suck
Chocolate or vanilla ::	Chocolate
Adidas or Nike ::	Nike basketballs and Adidas footballs
Black or white ::	Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	I don't know,both are money so..
Burgers or hot dogs ::	Burgeres
Egypt or France ::	Egypt
Rock or rap ::	Both
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	No..smoking is for ppl don't wanna live
Cuss ::	All the time..even my parents do that
Sing well ::	Not really
Sing in the shower ::	No
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	Yes i prefer my own company then to others
Believe in yourself ::	Not alot
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	Just when i'm bored
Play an instrument ::	A bit of the guitar
Want to go to college? ::	I guess
Want to get married? ::	I'm supposed to think about that
Want to have children? ::	Hell yeah
Think you're a health freak? ::	No
Get along with your parents ::	Yeah
Get along with your siblings? ::	Sometimes
Think you're popular ::	Nonononononononononononononononono
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	Yeah
Drank alchohal ::	Hell no
Smoke ::	Never will
Get high ::	does sugar-high count?
Done any drugs ::	No
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	Yep
Been on stage ::	No
Gone skinny dipping ::	Never will
Been dumped ::	No
Dyed your hair ::	No
Stolen anything ::	a few cookies from the jar
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	Mitsuki
Loudest ::	Me!
Most shy ::	Izumi
Blondest ::	Is that for hair?Then Mitsuki
Smartest ::	Izumi
Kindest ::	I guess all of them are sometimes
Best personality ::	all of em'!
Most talented ::	Mitsuki,Izumi.....
Best singer ::	I don't ask them to sing..
Most ghetto ::	Me actually
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	Hanna
Pain in the ass ::	Me!
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	not telling
Funniest ::	Mitsuki
Best person for advice ::	Ayane
Dependable ::	Ayane
Trustworthy ::	Ayane
Druggie ::	Me..on sweets
Most likely to end up in jail ::	Probably no one
Person you've known the longest ::	Well....
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	Brazil winning FIFA the 2nd time in a row
Last nightmare ::	My mum died
Car ride ::	The family car
Last time you cried ::	When i woke up for the last nightmare
Last movie seen ::	Stich the movie
Last movie rented ::	none
Last book read ::	Saiyuki Reload
Last word said ::	Food
Last curse word said ::	Crap
Last time you laugh ::	A few minutes ago
Last phone call ::	A few hours ago
Last CD played ::	Linkin Park/Jay Z Collison course
Last song you listened to ::	Numb/Encore
Last annoyance ::	My brothers
Last IM ::	???
Last weird encounter ::	When i found my friend butt naked in the shower.He is so gross..=O
Last person you hugged ::	Mum
Last person you yelled at ::	My brother
Last time you wore a skirt ::	During a wedding dinner
Last time you've been evil ::	A few minutes ago
Sarcastic? ::	om msn an hour ago
Last time you fought with your parents ::	only woth my mum a month a go
Last time you wished upon a star ::	Last night
Played Truth or Dare ::	months ago
Spent quality time alone ::	months ago
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	???
Do you feel lonely ::	Always
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	Never could
How about egging someone's house ::	i wish!
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	????
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	Not really..but their music is!
Yo Momma ::	Howzit?
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	During lunch
What do you think of George Bush? ::	Thinking of killing him yes
Any secret fetishes? ::	Bondage..yaoi
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	not really
How many languages do you speak? ::	two
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	yes
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	hell yeah
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   Good News everyone!
I finally have the courage to take requests!But,don't expect them to be in pencil.Simply because i have no scaner.I you want an oc character or yourself,please describe vividly or send a picture via PM.
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Friday, December 24, 2004

   random song..after watching Inuyasha
The hatered and regret bounces at the back of my head
the searing pain of bright sunlight cut through my skin
i know you wanna lose the part in your heart where your insides bruise
i could scream it in your face
shout it in your ear
Write it down in blood
but you always chose ingorence
leaving me here crying to the dark
no one hears me but rain
no one knows i exist
no one knows the head-split i'm given together with shame
and i thought i was suffering
when i looked at you i saw so much bitterness not much pain but
stakes of piling shame you never had the guts to be for real
and who knows how's your inside will be
i could scream it in your face
shout it in your ear
write it down in blood

I felt Kikyo-sama's sadness of being rejected..(sorta)Inuyasha's a blur idiot.(i have no idea what episode this is,but it about inuyasha and kikyo kissing and him nearly being pulled into hell)tell me about the thingy up there..whiether i should cahnge it to a poem or just just writing forever (yawns)good night
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   I am sooooo happy..-_-U
I got the Jay Z Linkin Park cd today and thought my friend wasted her money.As much as i love Linkin Park,they don't really go well with Jay Z.The only track worth listening to was numb/encore.i would advise Linkin Park/Jay Z fans to not buy it but i'll just shaddap.anyway,still working on the christmas piccy..I submitted a new pic and thought it sucked.have a merry x-mas everybody
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