Friday, July 23, 2004

   Musings
I wonder really,why live?!You're born,live,grow old and die!About a week back or so,my g-ma died of stroke.I'm quite scared to eat in the room,cuz that's the place where she croaked!And guess what?I couldn't sleep for the whole night-until 2 am.I was so freaking tired at school.Damn it,i kept hearing criket noises.It got louder when i wanted to dose off.I skipped basketball practice.And another thing,my other 2 cousins(well,as far as i know)also heard the criket noise.I was so freaked-i was sleeping alone in my room that day!I refused to go to school until about 7 am,i was already late.I knew something was going to happen-something big.so yeah,i'm still-sorta-mourning.
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Friday, June 25, 2004

   Bummer..
I was about to send my first submission but the thing was diasabled!(spelling???)A waste of my time..Anyways,i've been gone for a month or so and i guess your all wondering why.One simple reason:too occupied and i wasn't on the computer.Either that or i just left otaku for a while and came back.My buddies(argh,i hate that word...then why do i use it?i don't know)earthgal,Princess of Mer and Princess of fire all found out this site through me.Oh and feel free to request fanart.I'll do my best,it's really hard to control the mouse.
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Saturday, April 17, 2004

Sleepyness..feeling very giddy...
Yes,i am pretty much quite different than other 11 year olds..but i am almost 12 next month!I sometimes get depressed and i lose my meaning of my depression and tend to contradict to my true feelings.
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   Wud up
Hey guys!The last poem was just random,i wanted to see what came out when im pissed..To tell the truth,im only 11 and coming to 12 in may...But i look older than i am.maybe becuz of mai height.But seriously,ppl think im already 14 or sumting..so i am now obssed with lord of the rings and elves(not legolas!).My dad's been gettin' less than normal pay so i can't beg him to buy a scanner.My friend has a scanner so i can try to get her to scan mai drawing and send it to me in email so i can post it..wish me luck!Oh yeah,can you guys tell me where to change your id?
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

   Life
Hello everyone!Came up with a stupid poem so hear goes..you might wanna use a low voice,it might sound better

Nothing
I feel nothing,know nothing
belive in nothing
Everything seems so useless
In this state of mind
It all goes away once i face reality
And everyone disapperes forever
In the real world life is cold and uninviting
Where death is the final stage of life
and no one can except final good byes
That's why i hate the world with its' acursed pain and coldness
I wonder free as the wind
no worries no pain
but this was all a lie.
Death lays before me,laughing at the foolishness of mankind
But when the race of Men fights back,
All shall perish under the sky
yet time gones on,never stopping.
I sense nothing,hear nothing
wish for nothing yet i know something is waiting.

wow,that was lame.Tell me what you guys think of it.
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004

   Awakened
Hello!(the internet's back on!)Everyone's so nice to me,i'll get artwork up when my dad gets a scanner so wait,but be warned,my artwork looks like a piece of crap.Anyway,i wanna tell everyone thanks again and that im usually quite bouncy and hyper and acts like baby(very immature for my age)and sometimes hot-headed.Happy and smiley trying to make everyone laugh.And mood swings are sometimes so useful.Like once i got caught in a fight(it was an accident!i swear!)and the girl was cursing at me for barging and i 'accidently' punched her in the stomach cuz i don't want anymore bitching after a bad day.And they're good for writing poems and stuff.Oh well,i like my life the way it is,whether people like it or not.
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Sunday, April 4, 2004

   Silence..
Thanks for being so nice to me and all..The stupid the internet is STILL cut off so im gonna be in BIG trouble if they find out that i've been surfing the net..
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Thursday, April 1, 2004

Me
As usual,i feel like crap not as bad as that time..but seriously,the internet at home got cut off..i'm using the school comp during class and im not supposed to surf..stupid thunder..and i usually love it...
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Monday, March 22, 2004

   New result
I guess this was the best quiz i took.The dragon one.
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Saturday, March 20, 2004

   Whisper..
I know everyone is trying to help..i thank Hitomi Kaiba..my soul is now being lifted up ever so slightly...i thank you for that..at least i know i'm not going to disapper forever..whispering trees tell me to relax and go easy..don't think im crazy...i can hear whisperings when the wind blows...my friend saw my earlier post and said i could be a poet
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