Sunday, May 13, 2007

-waves-
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Listening to : Wriggle Girls - 12012
Mood: zzZZZzzzz


My throat is killing me. I'm stuck on sucking on lozendges. ><


Anyway, exams are over for me.
That means I can get back to drawing~!
♥
So I've got an idea in my head, and it's been in there for ages! And since exams are over, I've decided to give it a shot.
At the moment now I'm just planning stuff, and drawing it out so I can get it as accurate as possible.


And I need a photographer. Gotta ask my godbrother and see if he's up to it.

It's really hard to describe what my concept is, considering the fact that it's still a little cloudy in my own head.

Browsing through DeviantArt gives me such inspiration. ♥


-anis.
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Monday, May 7, 2007

   LALALALA~
HAPPY-HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME!


:D

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Saturday, May 5, 2007

   /.
Cage.


shibire wo kirashiteru boku wa mado no chi wo hiki sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yue ni bitoku miezu kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni saigo no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaereru
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete

iyagaru boku wo mite tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no tetsudan
keshite kimi ni wa ienai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai kizu wo fukamete yukou
shittobukai kimi wa itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no oshiete yo

itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite haha naru "yurikago" no naka de

hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaereru
saisho de saigo no rikaisha kowashita

boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?




During the hols my mum's friend want to record a cd for me. And this is one of the songs I wanna do. I'm doing this mostly for mum, she really wants me to do it. Ah well. The songs on the cd are mostly Japanese, so that means I sound uber manly XD


Nothing much to update. Comment if you're bored. :D

-anis
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Friday, May 4, 2007

   I SEE JOOOOO.



:D
my favourite shirt!

-anis.
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   :D
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Listening to : Mika - Love today
mood : tickled.

I feel absurdly tickled listening to this guy.
I get the I-wanna-jump-around-the-streets-naked-and-sing-like-there's-no-tomorow kinda feeling.
It's a good feeling. And surely something to be treasured, considering how bumed out I've been feeling lately.
Gah. I don't believe much in myself anymore. Ash tries to help me say positive (thanks hun :D), but sometimes, even negativity gets to me.
"No one believes in me-"
"they have no faith-"
"I'm a failure-"


and then I realized that FAILURe could be a cool band name. XDDD

have a nice ^_^
-anis.
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

   /.
....



This is fucked up.
I don't know what to do with you anymore Ash.


I really don't.



-anis.
ps: please don't comment on this..just ignore it kay? I need somewhere to vent.
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Monday, April 16, 2007

   ^o^
/.

listening to: This could be anywhere in the world. - Alexisonfire.
mood: inspired

YAY~
TODAY I GOT MY ART PAPER.
I get to do Fashion Design, which is so awesome. We've actually only got the topics,and the real thing is on the 10th of May, but HELL IT'S FUN.


I'll show you guys once I'm done ^^


I went shopping with mum today!
But I felt super tired by the time I got back.
When mum sent me off at the busstop, I just felt like crying there and then.

It just didn't seem natural for my mum not to come home with me. Still.

I tried rationalising with myself.
But it didn't work.
And I believe that, if you just cry long enough, you will eventually go blind. My vision's getting worse. So's mum's.

meh.


Anyhu~!


I'm so glad that things between me and Nadi are fixed. I don't like the fact that, already being on the other end of the world, that I'm fighting with her. She's already so far away.

I guess things that time.

To Nadi:
I don't expect you to be so uber supportive of me and Ash. I know these sorts of things take time. Take as much time as you want :)





Replies:
earth gal: XDDD YAY indeed.
pink_candy1:...yeah, it really has. ^^ Thanks so much for the encouragement Nadi. Nissie wuvs you.<33
CERM: CHIRUUUUUU. YOU'RE BACKKKK. WHEEEE~
XD I mean the other kind of anniversary. As in, the romantic kind. lol.
gah. my band's history. I told them I got too busy so they let me go. They're still friends of mine though ^_^
and it's fine, really! Don't feel bad!
CCCcity Girl: Thank you ^_^
Net Slum: XDDDD I won't mind 20 more years with him.



-hitomi.
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

today is...

My 6th month anniversary.

Happy 6 months to us.

♥
anis.
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

   ignore this if you're a non-believer.
/.

music: Ghost - CANDY
mood: sleepy



I was supposed to go and see Gordon at his mum's stall today, but I told him I was too lazy xD. (Gordon's kinda like my big brother.)

So I'm online from the lack of motivation to do homework.

My mum's birthday's coming up in April, so I'm painting her something! I'll show you guys once I'm done ^_^




Ya know, Ash has his flaws, as we all do, but some days, I just forget about them all. This was written by him.



Honour-bound.

There can be no Hate.

Only Honor.

There can be no Fury.

Only Forgiveness.

There can be no Secrets.

Only Trust.

There should be no Uncertainty.

Only Understanding.

There can be no Delight.

Only Devotion.

There can be no Emotion.

Only Empathy.

There can be no Coldness.

Only Care.

There should be no Anger.

Only Affection.

There can be no Purpose.

Without Her.







Some days,I just forget about them all.

-anis


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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

   WHEEE~!
/.
Music :

I feel so delirously happy.

I had a totally kick-ass day at school.
Too bad we had Chemistry today. It toally screwed me up, since I was absent from the first few lessons because of my hospitalization a while back, and since then my attention span is very short in Chem class. I tried paying attention but I just fell asleep =.=

rest of the day was awesome.
We had a free period at the end of the day, so me and my friends decided to be retarded and play games.
Not to mention that they made my eyeliner blunt by drawing on my face.
I got my teacher staring at me blankly for a coupla seconds before she remembered I'd asked for her permission to go to the toilet to wash my face.
My friends were smart and wrote " ♥Ash" on my forehead. xDDDDD

then we played games a whole lot. Hafizah and I olayed the spinning game. Ya know, the one where you hold hands and spin around in the same direction.
Gods, we hit the whole row of tables and chairs! xDDD
Then me and Afiqah played scissor-paper-stone from the lack of things to do.
Then the three of us played pepsi-cola-one-tow-three while Annisa watched us from a very safe distance away.


Awesome day really.
Lit class was fun. Now I'm actually gunna start reading the damn book.


-anis.


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