Sunday, October 29, 2006

   /.
listening to : Phantom Pain - D
mood: feverish but good.


...I am loved.
and I dont ever want to let him go.



-hitomi
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Friday, October 27, 2006

   Listening to : Pride - D
Mood: chipper

-waves to everyone-
um..school holidays have started, but I still have classes T_T
anyways, I'M GOING OUT WITH MY GIRLS AGAIN~
tomorow. I hope that this time we'l have a good time. Not like last time...
aaa I hope everyone has a nice day!
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

   yes it's me again..
Listening to : Heart - Kana
mood: thankful

I just wanna say a big thank you for all of you who have been trying to cheer me up.
life sucks more than usual, and I've been feeling more pessimistic. BUT, i've tried making myself feel happier. In a non hentai way. O_o
aaa thank you so much. I really appriciate it.

I'm still feeling as exhausted as ever, more so mentally.
Is it wrong to want your parents to stop acting like immature 5 year olds just so you can have a proper family again?


fuck it. they are so immature.

I'm sorry to bombard myO with more complainging and whining.
You guys are so sweet to even bother to comment on my whiny entries, and to try to comfort me in one way or another. I love you so much for that.

I'll go sleep now. I've got school tomorow, but I dont feel well at all. I feel sick as hell, and nauseated. But I'll still have to go. how depressing.
-sighs-
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Sunday, October 15, 2006

i'm just..so..tired.
I feel like dying now.
I want to cry but it seems so pointless.
Doubts are plauging my thoughts, about the things I love the most.


it fucking sucks to be me sometimes.

-sighs-
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Thursday, October 12, 2006

   ^_^
/.
Listening to: KANAN~ yakusoku no chi~ by D
mood: cheerful

i don't know why. XD

but I've realized that I've become even more obsessed with Asagi sama. <3
He is such a sweet and compassionate person...aaaa. He really has a beautiful mind. How I envy him.
a translation of his diary entry I found on a LiveJournal community I'm a member of.
"2006/10/07

It has become October. The autumn rain continues, in the season when trees and plants are colored with an autumn palette. I really like it.
This year's harvest moon was on October 6th. I thought that this year had been seen as good... unfortunately, I didn't pay attention to the weather much.

After a safe finish to recording, we just wait during the completion stage. Curiously, in the first part of October, there were a few days off.
That being the case, I tried going shopping aimlessly in Daikanyama, and leisurely drank some wine over the course of it. When I couldn't sleep, I tried ways to improve, because I had gotten ideas from many letters.
Thanks to this, I have expanded my tastes a little! Thank you. In one amongst these there was "brandy in hot milk", but seeing as I had Godiva liquer instead of brandy, I tried it that way. It was rather good.
It goes without mention to what extent I've been drinking alcohol recently. It's been a good-spirited reaffirmation of a sort (laughs).
As for wine, I like red, rose, then white. I especially like sparkling wine (champagne and the like). I have always enjoyed wines with a mellowing fragrance, and not drinking it in large amounts. Half a glass is a satisfying to me. One, maybe two small pieces of a delicious cheese is sufficient to go along with it.

And what should I do in the rain today but go out to see my cat, who has been hospitalized since yesterday.
At the time of encountering Donna, he seemed a sufficiently handsome cat not seeming of his age. In addition, it has been nearly 10 years since our first encounter, and they have been lovely years.
It was exactly fall when I met him. At that time I did not have Chimi... so between my absences, it was probably lonely with just Mie in the house, when Mie could have a friend, I had thought.
It was at that time that I had a chance meeting with Donna along the road.
At the time, I hadn't known that he would be the animal to fulfill that need. For several years I believed that he was certainly female, from his figure and behavior (laughs). Later at the hospital, I was surprised when they informed me that he was male.
As for the chance of him being a house cat, he was very thin, his fur was dirty, and there was no collar. He was certainly a street cat... I thought, but, perhaps... perhaps? Or perhaps not... ah.
His voice had an endearing soft high tone, and he had a gentle character. That cat truly has a personality. If I were to try taking in another child¹, there wouldn't be one with the same face or personality.
Until now he has not been sick, but now the he has become very much sick with urethral calcus.
I worried that there might chance he could lose his life... but partly due to the fact that I got him to the hospital early enough, somehow he safely returned home!
The master, having three animals to care for, felt confident at that point in time!
But this story is not just about the cat, but also of fads and the growth process... about not thinking the lifespan of a pet is like a short-lived toy. The number of people who abuse or abandon animals is increasing.
Do such people not understand that abandoning a pet may lead to its death? Or do they release them after understanding this?
I feel that animals are our joy and sorrow. Chimi is still young, and Mie and Donna are both in good health, but I know someday I will have to part with them. Until the last day comes, until each of those precious small lives run out, I would like to be by their side.

Ah! So, at last the date for arrival of the "Corvinus" perfume has been decided! So many orders were made. I'm sorry for not being able to easily get it into the hands of the people who ordered it, as well as for the long wait.
To the people that it cannot be delivered to at this time because of the limitation, it is expected to be ready sometime in October, so please wait a short time.
Oh, have you read the newest issue of Mad Tea Party Magazine yet? My novel, "The Crown of Roses" will be published in it in a serial manner... Because it has a misprint, I will borrow space here to make a correction.
Page 68, level 1, line 30. "Isn't it probably in order to stop staring at things you don't want to see?" became "Isn't it probably in order to stop grilling to death the things you don't want to see?". Grilling to death... yeah (laughs).
Laying aside the fact that I shouldn't have been unaware of the of proofreading process, there was a regrettable miss, and I laughed a little. I will check with dedication very carefully from now on.

Lastly. Already, the Mad Tea Party in August marked the end of that series of lives. And the release of the new album, "Tafel Anatomie", draws closer. In addition, the nationwide oneman tour of surging waves² and in-store events are also beginning. Also, the motivation of us in D is sufficient.
To the heaven-sent children of the rose from all parts of the country, may your spirit be trembling in expectation!!!"

see how cute he is? X3

AAA IM GOING OUT TO MEET MY GIRLS TOMOROW~
yay. I miss my bandmembers like crazy...they're like my other family already. <3
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Thursday, October 5, 2006

   wheeeeeee~
I like being random. And being random in decora is waaaaaaay fun.
lol I'll post the pics once Im in a mood. XDDD
I get so bored.

yes,that is me. scream if you wanna ^_^

I've just realized today that...
I'm fat.
like reaaaaaaaaaaally.









ahahahaha.
ha ha ha.
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Friday, September 29, 2006

   random post ~
...I need to practice my falsetto.
O_O
too high :|
ouch.
I have waaaay to many debts. T_T
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

   yay
we're finally named.


LOLLIPOP.


....I am not the leader of an Oshare band.It's VKEI~ the name's to fool people ^_^

We're doing originals only, with occasional covers. ^_^ aaa cant wait to get started. I wish the exams were over and done with.
fuu~

for those a lil unfamiliar with the word vkei, it's a short form of the genre Visual Kei, a genre whereby its performers dress up in elaborate getups and have make up on. ^_^ It's a pretty genre with a broad meaning, and its developement began sometime 190s, after the Glam Rock era. (think KISS)



hitomi~
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

   gah~
...my vocal cords aren't cooperating today.
No more choco for me. T_T
okay,I'm gone.
-disappers-
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

being random.
and bored.
and broke.
and..sleepy.
and eye-bagged.
ecke.

OH
R O S E W I C K.
do you think it's a nice name?
nyaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA~
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