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Thursday, February 22, 2007

   Gods the ironies are abound!
....
my passion for acting died today.

so did my compassion for majority of the people around me.
..cept maybe my lings and my family, but other than that, yeah.
Anyhu, reading past message logs reminded me of how selfish people can be.
Of how they don't know how to think of anyone else but themselves, and how they claim to be the greatest in all the god-forsaken land.


They often forget that we exist in the real world, where there are no such things as a speeding hedgehog, and actual wings growing out of one's back.





la de dah.

I surpress any strain of anger I would harbour against mentioned person(s). It scares me that the insane urge to scream and screw their lives up so bad has reduced itself to mere amusement.

I learned well from my mother.

You can't always trust your closest friends.

I'm sorry to say that I have those sorts of friends. Those who are self-righteous. Those who claim to be innocent when they themselves indulge in 'sinful' activities.


Then again, I also learned well from my father.
He taught me to respect people and their own opinions.
Mostly, I ignore his advice. But now I'll start to pay attention to him.

I'll respect your opinions.
If you don't ever want to speak to me again, I'll accept that. You already live halfway across the world.
I want to make this friendship work. But you don't seem to want that.
If I try to redeem myself, I'll be a coward who bends to everyone's will just to suit others.

I won't, no, I REFUSE to be that coward.

I'll be more...selective in choosing my friends.
Or better, limit the number of friends I have.
That'll make my life easier.



And he's right you know.
You all do kiss and tell.
I'm ashamed to admit that even I have that annoying habit. I'm working on that. nn.




My passion for acting dies today.
And so does my compassion for your kind of people.











check and mate.
-anis.
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