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Monday, September 17, 2007

   sit back and watch me kill.
/.

If no one gives a shit anymore, my life would be easier.
For one thing.
She's the one humping the dead horse.
I'm over this.

Yes, I find it a waste of time, and would much rather be trying to improve my shitty grades.
Did I mention that they were shitty?


Counter this with an unstable family and rather...intense relationship.
I mean, I love them all.


Sometimes the emotional toll is a bit much, but I can deal.
I ask you, can you?
Can you go through half the things I do and still come out believing God, in Religion?
My mum did.

And she's fucking amazing to have dealt with everything despite having no one to help her.


If you can still label my life hectic with a '',
then I feel the need to give you a nice slap on the face.
Hectic, perhaps not. Stressful?
YES.
So really, if you find that being 15 is just too simple, then it's all well-and-dandy.
Don't make me retort the way I want to.
Because it is true, I've had enough shit for one day.
I don't tell you everything I go through. You've got your own problems, you don't need me to add on.



And by the way.
You're selfish too.
Even more so than I am.
I'm just here, trying to cope with schoolwork,I'm sure she's doing the same, and you're sitting there thinking,
"OH-MY-GEE,WHAT ABOUT ME?"

If that hurts you, I can't imagine what will happen when I really talk properly.
And I don't want to hurt anyone else.


I don't know why you guys are making such a big deal out of this. She's had all this while to 'make things right' or whatever. Why now?
Because Hari Raya's coming?
ha.ha.

I'm prepared to be civil, hell, I'll even smile at her if you want.
But I'm not changing myself to fit her morals. People have differences, so why am I and her any exception?






Top all of this off:
I'm actually laughing while I type this.
Simply because this is such a by-gone matter that it ceases to graft any impact on me.

But you know what.
Give it time.




I'll say sorry when I feel like it.

_anis.
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