myOtaku.com: Broken Wings

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-05-08
Gender
• Female
Location
• with my dear ^_^
Member Since
• 2004-03-18
Occupation
• daydreamer =D
Real Name
• anis.

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• 6
Favorite Anime
• Sailormoon, Ouran High and Yugioh
Goals
• Train myself to sing with my diaphram =DD
Hobbies
• writing, drawing, being on a stage, doing whatever, be it singing, acting, or just plain goofing around =]
Talents
• .....stoning.

myOtaku.com: Broken Wings

Tuesday, November 7, 2006

Update!
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Listening to: Taiyou wo Okuru hi - D
Mood : good

AAAAA. i got my results for my EOYs today!
I got all the classes I wanted;

ART
LITERATURE
BIO/CHEM

ahaha it's not alot, but then again, I'm not good with academics besides English and Literature :\
those subjects combined with Social Studies, Mother tongue and English. I have about 6 subjects in all I guess. I can't imagine my book list @_@
the cost...the Literature book is expensive.

meh.
I'm having Drama almost EVERYDAY. It's NOT a holiday at all. And we're shooting like a mini documentary on inter racail marriages. It bores me to death. Today during discussion, I exclaimed,"WHY COULDN'T WE HAVE DONE INCEST???"
XD
gosh. That's DEFINITELY me talking. Too much Dir en Grey for me.

ANDDDD
I finally have band meeting this Sunday! I miss my bandmembers ;_;
I feel kinda bad because all the past outings weren't arranged by me. They were 'coordinated' by my drummer, Hara. They all understand that since I was having my exams, I'd be busy and all that. But now, Hara's having HER exams. I can't expect her to always do the organising. =\
Sometimes I feel as though I'm not fit for the role of a leader. For one thing, I'm the youngest and most reackless among all four LOLIPOP members. I don't always think about my actions, and how they'll affect others. I'm selfish that way.

I have doubts within myself.

Hmmm. The only thing I'm glad about is the fact that I know that my vocals have improved. I don't know how, but they did. woa.
I don't think I'm strong enough to lead them. After all, I AM the youngest, the seemingly most IMMATURE, and the most reckless.

How can I possibly lead them if I'm like that?
I try to change, honestly. But, sometimes, I just don't think I'm cut out for this.

This was what I wanted.
I'm going to stick with it.

I hope.
=\
-hitomi

EDIT:
I have GOT to stop whining. ._.
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