Friday, October 15, 2004

My code of honor.

Draconic code of honor. 1. In all that you do consider its benefit or harm to yourself, your family, and your Clan. 2. Your duty is always to yourself, your family, and your Clan. 3. Be honest with yourself and others and let them know you will not accept anything but honesty in return. You should always be above reproach or criticism in the eyes of the world. 4. You should always strive to be kind to others, or, should kindness prove impossible, strive always to be just. 5. Give your bond only after great consideration as to how it may affect your duties to yourself, your family, and your Clan. And when you do give your bond it should carry the weight of a signed blood oath. 6. Pledge friendship and your assistance only to those who are worthy and honorable. Work to strengthen those of your family, friends, and your Clan, and they will strengthen you. 7. Do not pass on anything you have not personally witnessed or verified. Never give unproven hearsay the weight of truth. 8. What you have hold. Let no one take from you, your family, or your Clan that which is rightfully and legally yours. 9. The laws of the land should be obeyed whenever possible and within reason for the protection of yourself, your family, and your Clan, for in the main they have been chosen with wisdom. 10. Never reveal the secrets entrusted to you by your family, your Clan, or your friends without permission. Possession of a wagging tongue marks you as a fool. Exceptions to this are when keeping the secret would endanger an innocent, bring unjustified dishonor to another, bring shame or dishonor to your family, your Clan, or friends, allow a criminal to go unpunished, or seriously violate the laws of the land. In this matter let common sense prevail. 11. Never neglect your family, your Clan, or your friends. Have the fierceness of a Dragon in their defense and always be certain they are provided for before starting any endeavor. 12. Offer forgiveness only to those who are truly repentant of wrongs committed against you, your family, your Clan or your friends. And when you offer forgiveness, do so with honesty, for to do so grudgingly is not forgiveness but deceit. 13. Always remember that the fury and excitement of the moment can play havoc with the truth. To keep one's head in any situation is a virtue. 14. Have respect and honor for all Dragons and the Dragons of the Land. For they will assist you in your endeavors if you do. 15. Dignity, a gracious manner and a good humor are to be admired and cultivated. They will aid you to bring honor to your family, and your Clan. 16. Try always to be prepared for whatever the future may bring. Life with all of its joys, sorrows, and secrets is to be embraced and experienced to the fullest, for this is how one gains wisdom. 17. Respect yourself as a child of the Dragons. Have pride, but not arrogance, in yourself, your appearance, and your position in the Clan. Do your best in all things. Be gracious with self-praise, without bragging, and self-forgiveness when warranted. 18. When you gain authority, use it carefully and with wisdom. Remember that authority will grow with experience, and as a Priest/Priestess of a Clan you should exercise it with care and dignity. 19. Power does not come with authority, but can be given. Be wary of how you use any power given to you, for power over something does not always give you the authority to control it. 20. When your time in this life is done, return to the Dragons, and stand before them with pride, not arrogance. For a life lived with dignity, respect, and honor is one to be prideful of. I follow this code in everything that i do...if you wish you can take it and follow it for it is for anyone to use not just the dragons. peace and may the dragons watch over you always.

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

Confusion...

im confused about a lot of stuff...everything seems to be spinning around me here lately...hope eveyrone else can figure out averything around themselves....peace and may the dragons watch over you always.

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

have you ever...

Have you ever reached a point in life where you decided that you couldn't keep living the way you were....tht you didnt like the person you had become....? I think I've finally reached that point...i need to change some things in my life and right a few wrongs in my own life....i will still help everyone else but now im going to actually do some thigns for myself....I think that might be helpful.....I'm sorry about yesterday and the emails i sent you rayea...i just lost myself when i read teh email you sent me....i was broken for a time...but i have found something still to hold on too...hope you can find something too hun...I still love you and i always will...i want everyone to know that....i hope to talk to you whne you get home.....peace and may the dragons watch over you all ...exspecailly you rayea.

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this one is getting close...

Last Resort Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding Would it be wrong, would it be right If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I can't go on living this way -Papa Roach

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

song....parts of it apply to me..i cant find one that suits me jsut yet but i will

Lost Without you I swear that I can go on forever again Please let me know that my one bad day will end I will go down as your lover, your friend Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin Are you afraid of being alone Cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of leaving tonight Cause I am, I'm lost without you I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this Are you afraid of being alone Cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of leaving tonight Cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of being alone Cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of leaving tonight Cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of being alone Cause I am, I'm lost without you Are you afraid of leaving tonight Cause I am, I'm lost without you I'm lost without you I'm lost without you -Blink 182

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fuck this...

i hope everyone in this world is happy....im not...my fuckign heart has been ripped from my chest and torn to peaces in front of my eyes....i dont know what to do...i just found out the the one i love chose someone else....someone please come adn kill me....bye.

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Monday, October 11, 2004

   Emotions......

I dont have them right now....i rad an emial from the only pesont hat matters to me....and all of them just stopped...i didnt get sad...i didnt get happy....just...nothingness....im sorry if this makes anyone sad..thats not my intention..this is merely to inform all of you of my current state....so if im not helpful for the next day or so you know why...peace and may the dragons watch over you always.

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Friday, October 8, 2004

A question....

I pose this situation to all of you..tell me what you would do. Lets say you love someone....you truly love them with all that you are....and they love you...but they also say they love someone else....and taht other person says they love them.....(hope this isn't to confusing) but this person doesnt want to hurt you or the other person....so she doesnt want to chose.....what do you do..? let me know yoru responses.

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I like this song....

"Lucky" I knew how it felt to be another one in need of someone to show the way Until you saw a part of me that nobody else Could see and my life hasn't been the same... [Chorus:] You make me feel lucky as I can be... [x2] Before I couldn't get a break, Never had a chance to make The impressions I want to But now it falls right into place When I get to see your face Then there's nothing that I can't do... [Chorus] No more dark days, only sun rays No more hard ways with you today You make me feel.... [Chorus] Hoobastank

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mortals

humans are annoying at times.....they have been trying to get on my nerves recently...at least the ones physically close to me ...all of you actually make my day better...thank you. peace and may the dragons watch over you always.

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