Friday, October 1, 2004

not sure

I dont know what to say this time I'm running out of my perfect ryme My life seems to be in decline. Since i left it all behind. I hope someone can help me find, Where i went wrong and ....... ohh well i ran out of rymes there. hope everyone is ok...hope for just today and tomorrow and sunday that my world will be fixed. May the dragons watch over you all.

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Thursday, September 30, 2004

Sorrow

As i cry these tears of sorrow and this world begins to blur.... the emotions over taking me grow stronger and i can no loger hold back...I have caused so many people so much pain... most of all the one that i love... I hope this world can forgive me for my sins... I shall find a way to rigth these wrongs, but for now i do not no how......I am Sorry everyone....Please forgive me.....May the dragons watch over you .....as they seem to have forgotten me...

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listen up....

I dont know who fucked up their translation of my speech, but whoever fucked up needs to fix it....Someone told Rayea that i said me and her were back together.... no i never said that... i have not said taht since she ended our relationship so long ago. Fix this please i will not have people mad at me for things i have not done.

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tired i be....

I couldnt sleep last night because of what happened with my friend.... it had me up all ngiht worried because she didnt call and i dont know if shes ok or what the deal is. well i hope everything is ok with all of you and if not i am here for ya... peace and may the dragons watch over you all.

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Read this song and read it good...It really describes the world that i see aroung me recently

Youth Of The Nation P.O.D. - Satellite Last day of the rest of my life I wish I would’ve known Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care Or thank my pops for all the talks And all the wisdom he shared Unaware, I just did what I always do Everyday, the same routine Before I skate off to school But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest Instead of taking a test I took two to the chest Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming Everybody was running But I couldn’t hear nothing Except gun blasts, it happened so fast I don’t really know this kid Even though I sit by him in class Maybe this kid was reaching out for love Or maybe for a moment He forgot who he was Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged Whatever it was I know it’s because chorus: We are, We are, the youth of the nation Little Suzy, she was only twelve She was given the world With every chance to excel Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell She might act kind of proud But no respect for herself She finds love in all the wrong places The same situations Just different faces Changed up her pace since her daddy left her Too bad he never told her She deserved much better Johnny boy always played the fool He broke all the rules So you would think he was cool He was never really one of the guys No matter how hard he tried Often thought of suicide It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends He put his life to an end They might remember him then You cross the line and there’s no turning back Told the world how he felt With the sound of a gat chorus Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim No matter what you say It don’t take away the pain That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies Don’t nobody know why It’s the blind leading the blind I guess that’s the way the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody’s got to know There’s got to be more to life than this There’s got to be more to everything I thought exists chorus

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

HELP ME.....

One of my friends is in an abusive relationship and last night the guy tried to rape her and i had her bring himm over here without knowing anything and i let him knwo that i know and we almost fought and she was supposed to kick him out but she got scared of him so she didnt and now they are on their way back home adn i know he's goig to hurt her.... i cant do anything to stop it.... help me.

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This song goes out to the one i love

Blink 182-I miss you Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I stared I counted webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

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hey...

Hello, I'm hoping everything goes well for all of you today. I don't normally ask for anything, but one of my close friends is in really bad shape because someone she loves is hurt really bad. I just ask that you could take a moment and send up a prayer to ask for his safety and her strength to get through it. It doesn't matter your religion. in the end we are all living here together and must depend on each otehr to survive. May the dragons watch over you always and forever.

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Better

Well im feeling a little better now. Hope others are doing well. i talked to a couple of friends taht made me feel better after rayea made me feel like shit. I don't mean to sound mean towards her. I don't hold it against her in know its my fualt. Hope everythings ok with her and all of you. Peace and may the dragons watch over you all always.

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Death to this world

Die..Die motherfucking die....I want this world to finally look at me the way i truly can be when pushed passed the point of no return... until ive let all this out i have nothing to hold me back anymore do I.... is there anyone there that even gives a fuck anymore... good. May the dragosn watch and protect you exspecially from me.

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