Sunday, April 24, 2005

the ying yang effect

For every good i gain in life recently i get the bad right along with it...i get to go see katie for a few days which was jsut great i had so much fun and i forgot about every bad thing in my life for those few short days but it was great....but after i got home she got sick so i couldnt talk to her much....on my favorite online game i was doing really good and got some good stuff then i died cause the game messed up.....grrrrr i havent been feeling good myself either recently but yet everyone around me seems fine......ohh well its life...good for bafd bad for good.....ying/yang.......farewell.....i love you katie.

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

   ONLY ! DAY TIL I SEE MY KATIE!!!!!!!!!!

tomorrow i get on a jet plane to go see my katie..ok so its more like 2 planes but anyways...same difference...i just wish i felt better i dont know why but ive felt really down lately but no one worrya bout me im a strong one ill get by as ive done for as long as ive lived...take care of yourself and remember even in the dimest times of yoru life there is always that flicker of light which is the hope for the future never let that light die out or you may find yourself in a darkness you will never escape....farewell everyone...i love you katie.

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Saturday, April 9, 2005

   Look Below

Just read my post from a couple hours ago it explains most of my feelings right now....i love you katie.....bye for now everyone.

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Friday, April 8, 2005

   Baring my soul

I know i can be an ass sometimes...i know i can be a lot of the worst things that humans can be....i know at times ive hurt those i love no matter how unintentional....i know there are those that love me and that i dont care for at all and i know that hurts those people...i know there are those that i love but cant how it to the way i wish....i know that there are times that i dont do what i should even though i can....i know i step out of my limits at times and i know i stay to far within them at others.....I am a jealous person this i know....i am very overprotective....im at times too impulsive for my own good...I know I take out my frustation on my friends at times....I even go so far as to not like it when the girl that i love is out with 3 guys that i dont know and i dont trust because i dont know them at all and i would rather have at least someone i know there with her....and i dont want hre out with just people i dont know...exspecially all guys that i dont know..i know its wrong of me but i cant change it because of things that have happened to me and those closest to me.....im sorry i went off like that....I love you with all my heart soul mind and body katie....hope you are well....goodbye.

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Sunday, April 3, 2005

Depressed...

hey everyone....i dont know why but im feeling really down right now....i know part of it is because my katie is depressed and she doesnt know why but i have no reasoning for the rest of it....i think i may have hit a slump....a low place in my life where i feel like i cant bring myself back up to the road that i had planed to take..i haad all kinds of plans and slowly one by one they are falling apart... i hope things are better for all of you...i wish you all well in life and remember im here for all of you if you need me....may the dragons guide you along during life and may you always be safe under the watchful eyes of those above.....farewell for now my dear friends and loved ones...

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Great Things.

None of who you know me really well would believe me but right now im wearing tight jeans, a nice long sleeve button up shirt, a cowboy hat, cowboy boots, and a big belt and buckle. its a great thing makes me so happy...hope everyone is wel...take care and have a good time...may the dragons watch over you always...farewell my friends...i love you katie.

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   Confuzzled.....

I'm kinda confuzzled right now i ahve so much going on and things keep changing and people keep turning on me..some ot all but some...and that doesnt make me what i call happy...I hope everyone is well...im mostly well minus my sickness...i hav a bad chest cold but its goig away...take care and may the dragons watch over you always....i love you katie...farewell everyone.

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   good times

I talked to lots of people late last night and i stayed up late as always and now im posting for all of you....i wonder how everyone is...so on a scale of 1-10 rate your life currently and tell me the main reasons you rated it as such. I love you katie. Farewell and may the dragons watch over you all.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   ENOUGH!!!

I've had enough of people accusing me of things I didn't do. Now normally this wouldnt bother me, but my Ex-gf her name is Rayea, has been accusing me of bothering her and hurting her...she accused me of doing things while we were still together long ago but just recently she started saying that along with the supposed fact that i hurt her...something that i will never do so long as my heart beats...i will kick a guys ass but to hurt a girl; not a chance in hell, i would perform.....why cant i remember the name..its samurai suicide. but anyways i cant stand when people do that......aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hope your all alright..i will be in time. farewell everyone take care. But for her, I wish she burns in hell.

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Monday, March 21, 2005

   *POKE*

You have all been poked. Sorry its 1:46 am and i only slept like 2 hours last night hehehe. bye bye.

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