Thursday, November 18, 2004

This could be the end....

Well i guess i'll give this news to you striaght up......my dragon counterpart has been slowly taking spiritual energy from my astral form.....me and Rayea......and he will not stop and he is killing us both.....Today...at 8 a.m. i must fight him in the astral....and i might not be strong enough ......he is a dragon and i a mere human.....may the dragons watch over you all and me hopefully..if i die there i die forever.....pray for me or do whatever you do to keep others safe....farewell everyone...

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Sorry im in a childish mood..but hey its a poem..

Happy You make me very happy When you sit in my lappy. You make me ohh so glad when you hide my webcam from your dad. You make me smile so wide When your blushing you cant hide. You make me feel stronger When you say forever or longer. You make me feel no shame when you say you want my last name. You give me a really big grin Whenever im able to see you agian. So now i end this poem for two When i say I will always love you. -Bradley Alan Mills This poem is dedicated to my new girl.....Katie Marie Mills (dont ask about the name...she like sit better.) Hope you are all well....may the dragons watch over you always....farewell everyone.

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

Can you....

can you ever really figure all of your life out...can you know just whats going ot happen even five minutes from now.....i used to think so...i used to think i knew the rest of my life....exactly how it would happen...but now ive realized.....i have no idea what will happen....i have to live it one day at a time....i have to give my all with everything that i try to do ....even if its something i dont like giving my all makes it go quicker.....i dongt really know where i was going with this but yeah....may the dragons watch over you always....farewell my friends....p.s. to all those who know it to be true....I love you.

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Friday, November 12, 2004

flowers.

I am so happy.....i made my girlfriend katie smile al day today...i sent her flwers to her house and she was so happy about it...she hasnt stopped smiling......a question for the day....do you think long sistance relationships can work......i do cause im in one now...give me your thoughts.....may the dragons watch over you always...farewell my friends..

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broken but fixed......

I broke today...i lost my temper with one of my closest friends...I made her very upset and i didnt even feel remorse at the time...I felt it afterwards....but i dont know...i jsut feel so lost with some thigns right now....other things though...have fixed me....Katie I want to thank you for what you have done and will hopefuly continue to do...you are there for me.....you are what makes me whole once agian....you are what brings me my happiness and my joy......i give you what i am in a hope that you can do the same..and be happy with what i am...meep.....may the dragons watch over you all forever...farewell my friends.....and katie.....I love you with all my heart.

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

I decided to post a song that described how i feel right now....

I'm Too Sexy I'm too sexy for my love too sexy for my love Love's going to leave me I'm too sexy for my shirt too sexy for my shirt So sexy it hurts And I'm too sexy for Milan too sexy for Milan New York and Japan And I'm too sexy for your party Too sexy for your party No way I'm disco dancing I'm a model you know what I mean And I do my little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah I do my little turn on the catwalk I'm too sexy for my car too sexy for my car Too sexy by far And I'm too sexy for my hat Too sexy for my hat what do you think about that I'm a model you know what I mean And I do my little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah I shake my little touche on the catwalk I'm too sexy for my too sexy for my too sexy for my 'Cos I'm a model you know what I mean And I do my little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah I shake my little touche on the catwalk I'm too sexy for my cat too sexy for my cat Poor pussy poor pussy cat I'm too sexy for my love too sexy for my love Love's going to leave me And I'm too sexy for this song Right Said Fred Hope you all like it..thats kinda how i feel ...well at least the im too sexy part lol....im really hyper.....hope everyone is well.....meep......may the dragons watch over you all.....farewell my friends.

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500 HITS....yeah go me....lol

I finally have 500 hits.....ohh yeah *happy hyper dance* thanx you guys.....I want you all to go and visit the girlt aht has made me so happy recently......her and one of my closest friends.....The girlt aht has made me so happy is Vacallama and the close friend of mine is Makilania go and see them and tell them thanx for making me so happy and being there for me.....i thank all of you for being here for me as well.....thank you all so much......I will try to get my poems going again but5 right now my mental well is running dry due to overwork physically lol.....hope you all are well.....farewell my friends......may the dragons watch over all of you always.

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

HAPPINESS to the Nth degree....

I am happy beyond what words can express....I have found someone who makes me so happy....it brings tears of joy to my face everynight just to hear her vioce or to see her the first time that i see her during the day..she doesnt mven knwo about that.....lol i hid it very well...and my webcam is dqrk so she cant tell.....meep.....but she makes me so happy and i think about her all the time and we talk as much as we can ....and MEEEEPPPPP....happy hyperness jsut by typing for her....sorry ladies but looks like this one took my heart.....hope you are all doing well...if you need me i am here for all of you.....may the dragons watch over you always....farewell my friends.

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Nothing.....

once agian i have nothing on my mind....but i will leave you with a question....what would you do if you dfound someone you wanted to spend the rest of your life with......but you still loved someone else too....how do you decide what to do...? may the eragons watch over you always....farewell my friends.

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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Happiness....

I have found someone who really excepts me...everything about me...my perfections...my acheivements and my flaws.....i want to say thank you katie foraccepting me...it means the world to me....as youa re beginning to....Farewell my friends..and may teh dragons watch over you all always..

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