Sunday, March 20, 2005

   Ok I've thought about it...
This is the prolougue just so you won't get confused.

Jessica: The girl that I asked out and took to the formal. Our relationship lasted 20 days. She dumped me 2 days after the formal because we didn't 'talk' like a couple.

We have been pretty distant ever since she broke up with me. And I can't blame her because 3 days later I was 'with' her best friend Heather. I didn't think it was serious, Heather liked me and Jessica blew me off. So I said what the heck and asked Heather out. She said yes and Heather made arrangements for us to go to the prom together. (The prom was 4 months away and Heather is a Junior while I am a Sophmore) I thought it was a little extreme, which it was. So we went out for a total of 6, count'em 6, days. I figured out I didn't like her and I was still hung up in Jessica.

Now... ... Half of the girls in ROTC hate me for asking Heather out 3 days after 'Jessica and I' broke up. The other Half hated me for breaking up with Heather. (My life sucks)

OK Friday 18 March 2005

Well it all started and ended on Friday morning during my 7:30 class. Jessica has bsically avoided me since the incident. And I've figured out that she only calls me by my first name when she likes me again. (In ROTC you call people by there last name like in the reall military)... (and no Havoshinshnitzer is not my real last name)... Continuing, So she said hey Michael. This was a good sign for me, but it didn't fell right in my gut so I didn't make a move i waited for it to play out. Thank the lord I waited or I would have looked like an idiot. So, I waited and obsevred her as I talked with her and her friends to figure out what was up. She kept saying that she was in a good mood... but not say why. This was the first sign of bad news. So I waited more. It turns out that she is going out with one of my friends, Travis. At first I(hopefully) thought she was just tryiong to get back at me for going out with Heather... that wasn't her game. I didn't even here it from her either it was from one of my other friends, Josh. he's an idiot and it hurt to find out from him. I would have rather herd it from Travis then get hit in the face.

So all in all, Friday was like an emotional kick in the balls... over and oveer again as I was constantly reminded of it through out the entire day. By her friends and mine.

I was however able to mask the pain well. I just laughed and said oh well.

Any ways thats my sob story

Oh yeah and by the way there is this other girl in my first block class who likes me. I turned her down about... on... Oh 2 weeks ago because i still thought I had a chance with Jessica. So thats like putting salt in a wound.

'The Irony Of Life'
By Michael Havoshinshnitzer
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Friday, March 18, 2005

   ... ... ... ...
Hey hows it going, I ... ... dont feel like posting this today I need to think about it... ... more than I already have... ... lets just say it was... it hurt alot and ... I'm glad that I won't see her for another week... ... this is the start of spring break... and I need it to train... I'll explain later.
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Yeah, What can I say

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	10
your best quality is	people like you
your worst quality is	nothin'
this is because	you were always this way
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   Not much to say

What Is your anime Picture by vegasama
Name Or Username
Gender	MaleFemaleWouldn't u like to know?
Favorite Color or thing
birthday month	Jan.Feb.MarchAprilMayJuneJulyAugustSept.Oct.Nov.Dec.
Image
Anime Personality	Drunk
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   Happy Saint Patricks Day
Thats all I have to say really oh well. Later
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   yawn

What is Your Ideal Anime Weapon?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.
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   Ya Know What I Hate
Me: Sheesh ya know what I hate?

Hiei: What?

Me: It's when girls talk about their fantasy lives with a bunch of make believe anime characters.

Inuyasha: Ya mean like what your doing now?

Me: What... ... ... Holy ****!!!

Hiei: Idiot.

Inuyasha: I agree.

Me: What! Thats it(blows up Hiei and Inuyasha) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(Long Pause)

Me: Holy crap I just killed Hiei and Inuyasha... ... Now all those crazy anime girls are gonna kill me.

Every Crazy Anime Girl: NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Me: (Runs Away) AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   Yes i am very bored just waiting for people to comment on my post

I did it in 7 seconds.
I deserved an A+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
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   Im unsure
well im unsure about a lot of things but this is the main one today. Theree is this girl in drama that likes me now... ... and i kinda like her too(this is where I'm confused) but I like my ex girlfriend more and she got pissed at me for dating her best friend and I know I would kill my chances with her if I started dating another girl. sam what do you think about this.

I am open to any advice please help... ...
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   boo hoo... ... ...
My girlfriend just dumped me, the one that i made an entire conspiracy to ask her to a formal and then ask her out she simply said that we didnt talk like frineds and that we need to be better friends before we can be a good couple


sigh... ... ...

i asked for a second chance she said later


she said that it would have been easier if i had been pissed at her but i couldnt be mad at her i saw this coming from a mile away

oh well have a nice day

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