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Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-08-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• Delaware
Member Since
• 2004-06-05
Occupation
• Full-Time College Student

Personal

Achievements
• Over-Achiever
Anime Fan Since
• The third grade
Favorite Anime
• Trigun, Sailor Moon, Cowboy Bebop, Big O, FLCL, MahoRomatic, Great Teacher Onizuka, Eureka Seven, Fruits Basket, Hunter x Hunter, Beck...
Goals
• Get my PhD
Hobbies
• Reading, Writing, Community Service With Alpha Phi Omega
Talents
• Playing the Clarinet, Helping People, Being Personally Strong

myOtaku.com: BubblesMegee

Monday, January 29, 2007

I was doing great. I felt great about myself, about how I looked, and about my eating habits. Then last weekend happened, and everything turned upside down. I hate when that happens. Last weekend I was absolutely swamped with work...I spend 7 hours on Saturday and 4 hours on Sunday on it. It was rediculous. And then the next day I had problems with some people in classes picking on me. It was in a joking way for them, but I was depressed because I felt that every weekend was going to be like that, and I took the picking on me to heart. It was not fun. I flipped out on my roommate and then my lab partners in my Biotechnology lab. I was visibly upset, and my lab partners almost brought me to tears. All of those events just brought me straight down. I started looking at my stomach and realizing that it used to be smaller, and that my hair never looked good, no matter what I did, and that I hated my muscular legs, and that my arms weren't as toned as this summer, etc. I become rather critical of myself when I am feeling down. I went home this weekend, and we had pizza for dinner, and I ate too much, so of course I felt bad about that, and then I got back here and had ice cream last night with some of the Brothers, and I haven't been to the gym for 4 days now...bleck. Another thing...since when is gelatin in youghurt? Seriously! I had some youghurt for breakfast this morning, and I was looking through the ingredients after I had finished eating it, and the last ingredient was "kosher gelatin." Being a vegetarain for almost 6 years now...well, I just feel like shit now. I had every urge to go into the bathroom and throw up, but I hate doing that, so right now I am morally distraught. They stopped serving the soy youghurt, so I don't know what I am going to do now. Seriously. It's just weird. But, yeah...I have classes to attend, and professors to listen to. Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is off to further her education...aluve'

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