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Thursday, February 15, 2007
It seems like no one posts on here anymore. I get on to look at my friends whom have updated, and it's always the same two. Luckily, I love reading their posts.
But that is besides the point.
I think I am sinking back down again...and I hate that feeling. Lately I have been feeling like I am not really good at anything I do, and I feel like I am not going to make any sort of difference in this world as has always been my dream. I am applying for internships for the summer so I don't have to go back to Camp. I know how much Mitch does not want me to go back. I just don't know if I am smart enough to get the internship that I want, or if I have the perfect interviewing skills, or if I will be able to do the job if I do get the internship.
I have extrordinary dreams, I just don't feel like an extrordinary person.
I won't be remembered for being completely selfless...I care too much about my grades and my future. I won't be remembered for being an eloquent speaker or a deep thinker, because I am too afraid to talk about what is on my mind, for the fear that no one is listening.
I am smarter than people give me credit for.
I wish people would recognize that.
I also deserve respect.
At least I am in love with my Mitchel.
Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is depressed, but will make it through...aluve'
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