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Monday, April 16, 2007


So, it's currently 2:28 in the a.m. and I am sitting here, wide awake, just wanting to go to sleep. I was in the library for two hours with my friends Jon and Ashley doing some biochemistry homework and destressing, both of which were accomplished. But when I got back here...well, I am not stressed, but I just cannot sleep. I don't know why. For some reason, I just don't feel like it. I have too much on my mind. I was sitting here, playing solitaire, and my mind started to wander. I realized that things in my life are changing too much for me too quickly. It's scaring me. I don't even know what the things are, for the most part, either.
I guess I just miss the way things used to be. I am definitely going to miss having brothers in APO that like me. I am going to miss having a close connection with most of the brothers. I am going to missthe people graduating. I miss the way that theatre used to be, but I like the new people coming in...so that's a plus. I do miss the close connections I used to have with people in theatre though. I miss freshman year. I miss the friends I have lost over the years. I miss not caring about what my body looked like and not let the number I see on the scale affect the way my day went. I miss going out some weekends. I miss having easy homework. I miss not seeing my family as often as I want. I miss not being stressed and angry constantly. But mostly...
I miss being happy.


Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, should try to go to bed...aluve'
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