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Birthday
• 1986-08-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• Delaware
Member Since
• 2004-06-05
Occupation
• Full-Time College Student

Personal

Achievements
• Over-Achiever
Anime Fan Since
• The third grade
Favorite Anime
• Trigun, Sailor Moon, Cowboy Bebop, Big O, FLCL, MahoRomatic, Great Teacher Onizuka, Eureka Seven, Fruits Basket, Hunter x Hunter, Beck...
Goals
• Get my PhD
Hobbies
• Reading, Writing, Community Service With Alpha Phi Omega
Talents
• Playing the Clarinet, Helping People, Being Personally Strong

myOtaku.com: BubblesMegee

Thursday, June 7, 2007

I realized a terrible thing today. I realized that I don't really smile anymore. Not since I got back to school. I just don't feel happy. I feel bed, because I enjoy the work that I am doing, and I am looking forward to the weeks to come for the work that I am going to be doing, but I just don't feel happy with my life. I am going home this weekend because I need some sleep. I also need to see my family. I thought before I just had a sucky attitude. Now I am thinking that I am just depressed here. I am trying to be happy...but it's just not working. It sucks. I just want to sit down and cry. But I don't. I can't cry. I've tried...but I just can't. I don't know what's wrong. I don't find enjoyment in anything but looking forward to going home. I have only been here a week, and I already need to go home. It's so lame. I know that I have been losing weight since I got here though...so that's a positive, at least. Man...all I want is to be happy again. I want to be able to LOOK like I am happy, at least. I don't think I can even pull that off. Ugh. One more day. That's all I have to tell myself. Atremis, Goddess of the Hunt, has one more day before she can go home...aluve'

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