Monday, June 25, 2007

So, I have realized that I have fallen into another funk...which doesn't surprise me after the weekend that I had. I had a pretty amazing weekend. Friday was my sister's graduation and lock-in, and then Saturday was filled with graduation parties, and Sunday was my sister's graduation party. My sister was an absolute bitch to me during the party, but she gets like that when her friends are around. I spent the time drinking with Tosca...we took 96 pictures between 1:00 and 7:00ish. That's crazy. They were so good though! I ended up inviting Arion to come and hang out with us, and my friend Ryan that graduated with my sister too. It was a good time. I didn't want to leave. It made me sad. A lot of things have been, though. I couldn't sleep last night. Tosca and I watched Requiem for a Dream last night. that is one of the most depressing movies I have ever seen. I just sat there for a while, in a state of shock. I didn't know what to do. Then I was up for a while talking to a couple of friends. And for a while, I mean that I realized that I should get some sleep once 3:30 rolled by this morning. So, when I woke up, I was completely out of it. Right now I am pretty awake...I have my GRE prep course tonight, and I am SO not looking forward to it. I would skip it, but we get paid today...and I kind of really need the money. I need to get Ryan a graduation gift for the weekend, which is when his party is. Does anyone have any ideas on what a decent gift is that isn't money? Blehhh. I just feel so strange today. I am shaky...I thought it was due to a lack of blood sugar or some crap, but I don't think that's the case.
I just want to sleep, but I can't. I am waiting for my lab partner to call me so I can go back to lab and finish up my work. I think I'll just head over there after I am done with this blog. I feel like I should be doing something. I hate having energy when I am exhausted.
Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, feels crappy...aluve'

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