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Sunday, January 6, 2008
 "I'm watching a dream I'll never wake up from."
-Spike Spiegel
Man. I am back at school now, although classes don't start until Thursday. I guess that's a good thing...first, it gives me some down time to spend with Steven (although I just spent the last week at his house) and it also gives me a little bit of time to get over this funk that I've fallen into again. I just don't want to do anything but cry. I hate the way I look...I really want to lose about 10 pounds to feel better about the way I look again. I am also scared that this is my last semester here, and that after this, I don't know what is ahead of me. Grad school, of course, but where? Why can't I just enjoy the here and now? I just don't feel like doing anything. I feel best when I am laying in Steven's arms, but I also feel like I am bring a huge burden to him. I don't know...I've just been so depressed these past couple of days that I don't know what is wrong with me, and it's really annoying. I keep thinking that I am going to ask my counselor about getting put on some anti-depressants, mostly because my lows are coming more frequently now and are getting progressively worse. I am at the point where I am content to just lay in bed staring at the wall. I am NEVER like that.
I just want to be happy again. That seems to be a recurring theme here. Looking back as far as this blog goes, it seems that I am always looking to be more happy in some aspect of my life.
Tomorrow is another day.
Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is off to do something...aluve'
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