Tuesday, October 12, 2004

   Logic...Part 3
Well...yeah. I have a feeling that this situation is almost over. The three weeks of pain are almost over. Last night was extremely hard on me. I was talking to Persons A, C, and W at the same time. Person A was drunk, and he was attacking me on many subjects. I won't get into that though. Basically, he said in his drunken stupor that he could not be with me in the end because it wouldn't be fair to his roommate, Person C, which, in turn means that I cannot be with Person C either because it wouldn't be fair to Person A. We all screwed up in some aspect, but now it is almost over. In the end, we all lost. That's all there is to it. However, if you are able to look back on a situation like what we went through, and are able to remember a moment that you were happy, then you have taken something amazing from this experience. We must hang on to that moment...the hardest part of your life, if you can find that happy moment, you will not fall. That is some of the best advice that Person W has given me yet. It's true though. I have come out of this with three great friends...although we all wanted more. It didn't turn out that way, and now it is time to move on. I have to shut off my feelings that I have had for the past month so things can get back to being as normal as they can be, and it's going to be hard. I am determined to make it through this though. How can't I? I need to, and that's that. I can't go running back to Mumsie every time something goes wrong. I have to do things for myself now. It's a part of growing up. That's the way it has to be...however hard it is. I was just talking to a good friend of mine, and I mentioned how I wish that we talked more..and he said that he wanted things to be like they were. they can't though. We can't keep looking to the past and wishing that it was here again. It's not going to happen. Tomorrow is what we must look forward to now. And with that...I must be going off to class...aluve'


Vampire: A creature of the night, you feed off the
blood of human beings to survive. You often
times feel like an outsider looking in on the
living. Just on the edge, but never fully a
part of the life you left behind when you where
embraced. You are a predator, and people are
your prey. You have all the time in the world
to plan out your un-life, but your sensations
are a pale mockery of what you once had in all
things save one, the feeding, the embrace, the
feel of blood as it flows into your body to
sustain you. It is the one thing that you can
feel fully, and you cling to it.


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