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Friday, January 7, 2005


   It's the End of the World as we Know it
*sings the rest of the great R.E.M. song* ...now that we have THAT out of the way, we can get down to business. Okay, so the title does have something to do with this post...lately, I have been having these dreams. I don't normally sleep long enough to dream, but lately I have been. The dreams have all been disturbing as hell. I believe that all of my most recent dreams have been about the end of the world, with a different catastrophic event in each of them. The strange thing is that in my dreams, everyone is freaking out about the end of the world, but I am extremely calm. The threat does not even phase me at all. I watch people that I know die, and have no emotion of saddness running through me. These dreams have been happening all week. It's strange. The other night I was watching the second to last episode of Wolf's Rain, and I began to cry. I hate to cry, or show any emotion at all, for that matter. But I just cried. I have no idea why (well, it was a depressing episode, but still...) but it was strange. I have been sort of depressed ever since. I don't know what is bothering me. The dreams have me emotionless, during the day I am my normal self, and at night I think about...something, and that gets me down. What is bothering me? I wish I knew. *shrugs shoulders* I may not be sleeping/eating/feeling normal, but it will pass. It had better pass, because I don't want to get sick. I am starting to fall back into my old eating habits, and that is never healthy. I am dreading going to sleep because I don't want to dream about death anymore. So...yeah. Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt should be off to clear her mind before bed...aluve'


HASH(0x889e05c)
You are a Ballerina. You are the classic princess
between all, you have an opinion about almost
everything, your friends respect you and see
you as a role model cuz you are always in your
way up. Your ideal man is someone who respects
the successful and intelligent woman you are.


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