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Tuesday, April 5, 2005
Oh Goodie
I am beginning to slowly realize how awful of a person I really am. I thought I was over my depression. It's funny how you can read something and immediately feel like shit again. Why? Why does this happen? Insomnia is kicking my ass. Over the past two weeks, I have gotten a maximum of about 3 hours of sleep a night. That is excluding when I fell asleep at 6:00 Sunday morning and woke up 20 minutes before 4:00 in the afternoon...just enough time to get myself in the shower and rush off to Sunday's rehearsal for the play. That was a rough rehearsal...I was just absolutely exhausted. Why can't I sleep? It makes no sense to me. The last time it was this bad...well, it has never lasted for two weeks in a row. Normally it's a period of a week and then I can sleep again. Not this time, oh no. It has to be difficult. I just want to go on a depressing rant right now, explaining why I feel like I am such an awful person, but I just don't think anyone wants to listen to me bitch. I love it here. I don't want to go home, and the end of the semester is coming up so fast. Oye. Maybe that's what is bothering me. I doubt it, but you never know. So many things are on my mind, I just can't put them into cohesive thoughts. Whatever...I am in dire need of sleep that does not come. Hopefully this weekend I'll be able to sleep...I am planning on drinking this weekend after our last production, and I normally can pass out after ingesting alcohol. I know it's not a good thing, but a girl does need her sleep. Bah. Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is off to wander the halls of her dorm...aluve'
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