Friday, April 15, 2005

   Cake, Anyone?
What a day! It went from decent, to awful, to decent again, to taking a calculus II exam, to decent again. Let's start from the beginning. I had to wake up for an 11:30 meeting with my forensics professor. We are having a major problem with my forensics group...you see, we have to write these lab reports, and there are four people to a group. I am group leader, so every week I would divide up the paper and we would each write a section. Well, our last paper that we had to write had all of the parts of the paper sent to one guy in my group so he could write the abstract and conclusion. It was really late in getting back to me for editing, and I was pissed off when I got it, so I just printed off what was sent to me from him. Well, it was an awful paper overall, so we re-wrote it. It happened to be that the other girl in my group had written the introduction, and sent it to this guy, but the introduction that I got was not hte one that she wrote. So, it seems like he screwed with her part of the paper to mess up her grade. However, he completely denies it. It seems like it was me that changed it because I am the one who edits the paper. I have no proof otherwise, so it is basically his word against mine. My professor believes me, but cannot make the decision on his own, so my whole group might have to go in front of the Academic Integrity board to see if we are in major trouble or not. I hope that doesn't happen, because if it does, it will be next week during dead week, when I have two presentations and a lot of studying to do. I am freaking out about that. So, I was stressed and freaking out after the meeting, and then I went to the forensics lab to finish up my part of our investigation of a crime scene. I was doing the same test as another guy in my class, and we got to talking whilst waiting for the IR machine. He invited me to go to a Cake concert with him on Sunday, and that just sounds like fun, so I might join. After that, we had to go to Bio lab, which is always a fun time. I got to look at Tetrahymena under a microscope and see how much they ate. Oh, the joys of being a bio-molecular science major. After that, I went back to my room to study for our Calculus II exam, which I was stressing out about as well. After the exam, I was feeling better that it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I was planning on going to a movie night after the exam, but I ended up seeing the guy in my forensics group that messed everything up, so I decided to go to the gym to run off the tension instead. An uneventful next few hours passed, and then I had a good conversation with my friend Mitch from theatre for a good while. Now it is 2:44 in the a.m., and I am wide awake. It just figures. The insomnia might be back, or, I might just be keeping myself up. I have been having trouble lately with things...and it seems like when I get stressed, I start to stress about how I look as well. That's not good, because I don't want to fall back into the habit of not eating for extended periods of time. Lately I have been eating just once a day, when normally I would have something little for breakfast and then have dinner. Lately I have been looking in the mirror and thinking "ugh". I know I am not fat or anything...Chris reassured me of that today...he told me that if anything I need to gain weight. I hate this. I used to be anorexic in high school, and I don't want that to happen again. Unfortunately, I am seeing some of the same habits forming again. I don't know what to do about it. The summer is quickly approaching for me, and that is the worst time for me. I am not looking forward to the summer at all. I don't like my home town as much as I like it here. Oh well...hopefully I'll be working all summer so I won't have to worry about it as much. Eh, whatever. I should try to get some sleep...I have a 9:00 class. Good luck there, girl. Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is off to attempt this thing you normal people call "sleep"...aluve'





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