Thursday, April 21, 2005

   Long Night
Artist : Cake
Title : No Phone
Album : Pressure Chief
Genre : Modern Rock
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No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
Ringing stinging
Jerking like a nervous bird
Rattling up against his cage
Calls to me thoughout the day
See the feathers fly
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone No phone
No phone no phone I just want to be alone today
Rhyming chiming got me working all the time
Gives me such a worried mind
Now I don't want to seem unkind
But god (it's such a crime)
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
Shaking quaking
Waking me when I'm asleep
Never lets me go too deep
Summons me with just one beep
The price we pay is steep
I've been on fire
And yet I've still stayed frozen
So deep in the night
My smooth contemplations will always be broken
My deepest concerns will stay buried and unspoken
No I don't have any change but here's a few subway tokens
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone No phone
No phone no phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone No phone
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Cake is such a great band...and their concert was amazing...I don't care how many times I have to say that. ^_^
My, what a night I had last night. It wasn't just the night, it was the enitre day. But, I'll get to that later. I had my forensics crime scene investigation presentation to give on Tuesday evening. I had so much fun with it. We were the third group to go, and we were supposed to go at 8:00, but of course the presentations were running long, so we didn't get into the presentation room until about 8:30. The first group came out shaking their heads in disgust...one girl in the group didn't know what she was talking about and tried to bullshit her way through the presentation, but the "jury" was made up of chemistry majors, so they quickly pointed out her faults. The second group had a girl come out at the end of the presentation crying from stress (or something like that). We weren't really nervous at all though...we (my group) were having a good conversation about mastrubating with both hands and just relaxing. When it came to our presentation, we did not seem nervous at all, and we were confident in our talks. It went very well, and I just could not stop smiling after it was over. That definitely brightened my day. Last night South Park was on, which is a ritual for Chris and I to watch at midnight. The show is just pushing the limits of what is acceptable, and I am just loving every minute of it. Yesterday morning after my Chemistry lecture, I went to coffee (which was in fact white hot chocolate) with my lab partner from last semester Andrew. We always have a good time catching up with one another and talk for a good while. We normally talk about society and the flaws in logic and what is considered acceptable. One point that stuck out to me is that fact that people are allowed to majorly screw up while under the influence of alcohol, and it is acceptable to blame it on the fact that you were drunk. Andrew brought up the point that that person voluntarily gave up control over logical thinking and motor skills to drink. I got to thinking about that, and that is a perfect argument. So, after South Park last night I went back to my room ready for bed, but then I was stupid and checked my messages left for when I was away, and ended up staying up for a couple more hours, and getting more depressed. I feel like I can't talk about what is bothering me, and that is just eating away at the back of my mind. I have talked to my roommate about it, and it seems like a few people are just going through a rough patch. I was talking to a fellow theatre member and insomniac last night, and we made a deal that we would talk to the people that we needed to talk to on Thursday (today) to clear our minds. Now all I have to do is to gather up the courage to do it. This is dead week for us. Next week is finals week, and then we are out of here for three and a half months. It's scary...I feel like there is so much to resolve in such a short period of time. I have a feeling that this is going to be a rough summer. I am having some problems right now...I don't know what will happen when I am home and have no one to talk to except for over AIM. Ugh. I put up an away message last night that made me feel a little better, and it mentioned that I was going to sleep...however hard it was...I miss the feeling of falling asleep in someone's arms, even if it is just falling asleep while cuddling watching a movie. I miss things like that in my life. I know that I go to a mostly guy populated engineering schoolm and that it wouldn't be that hard to find someone to fall asleep with, but it's not the same. I don't know what I am trying to say. I feel like some things have just changed recently...I am going to stop before I start getting emotional again. Wish me luck with my talk tonight. Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is going to go pretend to know what she is talking about for her Bio presentation...aluve'


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