Monday, June 6, 2005

   The Weekend Chronicles
What an interesting weekend I had. I was supposed to go to Boston to visit Chris this weekend, but of course I looked forward to it, so it never followed through. Needless to say, I was pissed. On Thursday, my dwarf rabbit, Black Magic, passed away. I came home for a 14 mile bike ride to do a load of laundry, only to find my bunny on the floor. It was a depressing day indeed. So, I have been more depressed for the past couple of days than I have been since I got home. On Friday and Saturday there were more parades to attend, so that gave me something to take my mind off of my loss. After the parade on Saturday, I spent some time with an ex-boyfriend of mine, Ryan. That was somewhat awkward yet fun at the same time. I kept thinking of Chris all night though, so I was kind of out of it for some of the night. I don't know...I just feel so lost right now. Today, my little 3-year old sister wanted to go outside to the hutches and see me 15 year old sister's rabbit, and when my 15 year old sister asked my little sister where Black Magic was, she relpied "In Heaven." That just made me burst out crying. Hell, I am even crying right now. I didn't do much today, so I was rather down today as well. I just wish I could get out of this rut that I have fallen in to. I was getting out of it, and then I lost my pet. I told my Mumsie that I didn't want another pet for a while, and I think that will be the best for me. I have my cat to keep me company, at least. Bah..this weekend is the last weekend of our marching band season, so I will be going to the last parade as well, and spending time with some of the marching band members as well...yet again. I am sure that some of the people are sick of seeing me all the time, but, oh well. I care not. I feel like crap, to be quite honest. No one is online for me to talk to to let me vent or anything, so it is hard. I should write a letter or something. *shrugs* Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is off to watch some [adult swim] for now...aluve'




You are such a band geek. You eat, sleep, and
breathe band. You're thinking of majoring in
music at college. Or maybe you already are.
You shudder at the thought of a world outside
the music department.


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