Monday, December 5, 2005

   Elections
I got two new schmoos today. ^_^ For those of you who don't know what a schmoo is, it's kind of like a platypus with no appendages...but it has feet. It's hard to explain. Regardless, I got two more today. We had Alpha Phi Omega elections today for e-board. I got the Treasurer position. Huzzah. I got keys to the office, and I can pretend to be important now. There was a dinner tonight for APO, which I missed most of because I had to work. It seems like I have a busy night when I have other things to do. I love how that happens. So, I missed most of the dinner tonight, but it's alright, because I don't really feel comfortable eating around other people anyway. It's stupid, really. It's getting worse too. I am actually saying things to Mitch about my eating lately. I suppose in a way it's good because I trust him enough to say things that are bothering me, but it's bad because I am thinking that way. I am eating more because I am not depressed anymore, and it's bothering me because I am gaining weight. I have been told by a couple of people that I look much better now than I did at the beginning of the semester after having come back from summer 13 pounds lighter. I have gained back 7 pounds, and I can really tell. I know it's one of the best things that I could be doing right now, but I don't like it. It's making me feel weird about myself...I don't know what to do. I ought to be happy -- I have a great boyfriend that treats me way better than I think I deserve to be treated...much better than any of my other boyfriends have ever treated me. I have finals coming up, and then I will be home for a month for winter break, so I won't have to deal with homework and petty shit with people here. That's plenty of reasons why I should be happy. Not to say that I am not happy, I just feel weird from time to time. I have spent the last two nights in my room sleeping alone...whichis really weird, but I figure that I need to get used to it since finals are coming up and then I will be home for a month. Hopefully I will be able to visit Mitch over the break though...I would love to visit MA again. *shrugs* I think I am just being silly about things. I know that I am going to end up losing weight over the break anyway due to the fact that it is almost guaranteed that I am going to be depressed for the first couple of weeks anyway. It happens. Anywho, Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, ought to get some sleep...aluve'







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