Saturday, December 24, 2005

   Happy Freaking Holidays
Well, to those of you who have become bored of my recent posts due to the fact that I have been happy will be pleased to learn that this will be a ranting post. Oh, where to begin? It's the holiday season, I am stuck at home with nothing to do, and my mother is freaking out because Christmas is at our house this year. I do things around the house...cook dinner, clean, babysit the twins, and I get no thanks from anyone besides my mother whatsoever. It;s rather discouraging. So, I have gotten into a couple of fights with my mother today, and I hope that tomorrow (Christmas) will be a bit better. On top of that shit at home, I am still dealing with bullshit from school. I was thinking that the between semester break would allow me to get away from that, but was I completely mistaken. I am still getting shit from Chris about my dating Mitch...about how I have abandoned him since I began dating Mitch, etc. I just want things to be good between us. Just because I have a boyfriend that treats me well and makes me happy should not give other people reason to try to fuck up my life. It's rediculous. Plus, my brakes are going to shit once again. That won't be good for my drive to MA. Hell, I won't be able to take the damn drive if I don't get them fixed with all the money that I don't have. *growls* Happy freaking holidays to me. Let's see what else there is to complain about. Oh, my appetite and the lack thereof. I have been getting yelled at since I have been home about my eating habits. I have only been home a week too. It seems that I am good for the day eating a thing of yougurt. I am getting yelled at constantly about that, so I am making myself sick trying to choke down food to make everyone else happy. It seems that I am not allowed to just be happy for an extended period of time. I am also afraid that I am going to get back into the anorexic phase that I have been battling for 2.5 years now. *shrugs* I can't make myself hungry. I can only do so much. Hell, if I had the money, I would probably go get some mental help about it. But, I don't, so I won't. I just hope that I still get to go visit Mitch. If not...well, this break will suck ass. Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, is off to play Santa...aluve'



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You are the warrior of dragons! Your a ball of
blazing light and energy. Your inner flame
burns strong and bright, and your always taking
the initiative in everything you do. There are
no half-measures when it comes to your
personality, so your lively, energetic, daring
and sometimes combative in achieving your goals
and desires. You view all experiences as a
challenge, to be handled with the utmost zeal
and strength. In doing so, others possibly find
you too assertive and even self-centred, but
this is usually because of your confidence
which you possess at the heart of your
dragon-like nature.


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