Sunday, December 9, 2007

   i get to be sick, evil, and demonic without getting in trouble.

WOOT
i get to argue why capital punishment is a good thing.
im going to have oh so much fun!

:D


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Monday, December 3, 2007

There are a lot of things that get under my skin at times, but there's one that beats all of them and that's when people get angry with their parents because the parent in question decided to treat the person like their kid. Decided to act like they care.
I almost went off on someone because their dad came up behind them and hugged and kissed them and the kid freaked off because it was "embarassing" them. If your parent does that, then be fucking glad they do. Be glad that they decided yes, I want to let the world know that this is my kid. Yes, I realize this is my kid. I would give anything for my dad to do that. I would give anything in the world to just meet my dad once. But no, it will never happen.

To the people who have always said that they wish that they never had one of their parents around, think about this: When people are little, they'll look for any way to make fun of someone. After a while, they'll start to notice that only one of your parents comes to school things and they will ask you about it and more than likely you'll be too stupid to say that they're always busy or something and say you dont have one. You just gave them ammo that will snowball into the people who really dislike you using it as a way to make you hate yourself. They'll start saying that it's your fault that that parent isn't around and other shit like that. Then sooner or later, you'll start to ask yourself, "Is it really MY fault?" and then you'll start beileving that it is and bam; you've stepped into the oh so lovely world of depression.

"Abra," you might be saying, "that's retarted. That would never happen." And to those of whom are saying that, I say open your fucking eyes. That is how my life has played out so fucking far, just because one person decided that they didnt want to take responsibility for their kid.
Because my father didnt want to stick around after he found out mom was pregnate, I can't be myself around any male parent unless I have known them most of my life, and now it's getting to the point where it's like that with any male that I'm not around all the time.

I know that parents can sometimes be annoying and such, but they're only like that because they LOVE you. Sorry if you cant grasp that, but they really do love you. If they didnt, do you think you would be reading this right now?
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Saturday...with pictures!
i finally got batteries for my camera, so of crouse i went snap happy with it. :]

here are some pics from saturday, mostly at Cody's house.



we went to the mall and he got a hair cut, which i had no involment in other than helping pay for it and driving him there.

it was cold yesterday. today it's cold AND rainning. have i mentioned that i dont like either of them?

oh..and devin..you will have a blad spot on your leg next time you make the pokemon crack. and i didnt mean to put my nose in cody's ear, it was an accident. geeze.

im gonna go take more pictures.

laterzzzz
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

WOO
well, tonight was the last night of our show Stuart Little. i played the nurse lady. glen(who played the doctor) stuffed all the gaze that i brought(about 10 or so peices) into logan's mouth, who still had a line to say. and the girl who plays the dog fell on stage. i got a nice award at the cast party. it made me feel good.

"Abra, uhhh, you didny do anything, so there's really no point in having an award for you...so...sorry everybody listening, this is kind of a disappointment. But this is just wasted tie, just like how Stuart Little was wasted talent for Abra."

im seriously surprised that it wasnt about being the nurse or something perverted like the rest of them were.

SOMEONE TALK TO ME, DAMNIT!

....im lonely...:'[

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Friday, November 16, 2007

welll
cody and i are back together. woot. it feels good, actually.

and my kidneys are getting better! :]]]]


tonight was the second night of the show(Stuart Little). my grandparents got me flowers and a ballon, which turned into a major driving hazord.

and im going to murderlize one of my friends because he took a picture of me while i was still in costume.


im going to go sit dangerously close to the heater and get warm.

g'night ya'll!
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

wow
today, wow. i looked totally dead. i was so white tonight that my face was glowing in the dark kinda. now i got a little bit of fever.

is it just me...or should i be saying oh shit right about now?

i've had to miss one day of school already and today i was stuck in the theater because of the play.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

school needs to die.

either that or my kidneys need to stop attacking me.

damnit.


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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

well....im in a decent mood
therefore i shall update this here thing'ma'jig

it was really freakin cold this morning...and i hate all things that are cold. and we started some stupid body/breathing warm ups but it was kinda ok cause i was standing by james and quay.

the freakin tenth graders had a test, so second and third period were screwed up and third lunch didnt get to eat until 12 something.

:[ josh is gonna be on cructches for a while because he torn something in his knee while he was marching and he has to go to physical therpy.
:[
XD it was funny, cause josh, luke, and i were talking about josh being cripple and then dylan n. came out and said "thanks guys from not even looking at me!" and we went over and tried to hug him, but he wouldnt let us and it was funny cause josh started yelling for us no to leave him.
i think he's scared of the mexicans and black people in school. idk

in play practice neina came up to me and asked if it was werid for me because i had to spend so much time with lee and dylan n. i had to keep from laughing because a few mintues before that i sat on lee's lap to make him feel unconformtable.

and can someone explain the bubble to me? he freaked out and the girl i sat on freaked out because i was in their bubble. someone willing to explain this for me?
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Sunday, November 4, 2007

OMG
guys! im really sorry! those last two posts i did not put up here! in all seriousness a friend of mine from fucking memphis got on my thing and did that!
im really sorry for anything she said! i didnt read it, i just got on and saw she posted some stuff and deleted it!
im really sorry for anything she's said! i really am!
im having to change all of my passwords because of it too.

guys, i really am sorry if she said something that offeneded you! ill chew her out next time i see her.
GEEZE im sorry!
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

hey guys
im not Cody's girl anymore. i wont be surprised or offened if most of you stop talking to me because of that.


if you want to know why, send me a message and ill tell you.


later.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

oww
i think i hurt myself sleeping again...i seem to be doing that a lot.

im thinking one of my ribs might be bruised a little and that my breast bone is most def' bruised.

i need to learn how to sleep without hurting myself. i must be falling and landing on something and getting back into bed with out really knowing whats going on or something.

this is getting crazy.
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