Tuesday, October 16, 2007

berrr
gezz it's freezing in here. it's like new york in spring in here. geeezzzzzzz

the cold is evil....very very evil...grrrr.

im starting a new hit list for those who will be jumped upon. first person, mike cause i cant get a hold of him and i really need his help with something and second hamby because i havent seen him since...band camp.

GEBUS it's freakin cold. to put into veiw, if a guy were to walk in here he would become a woman in like...2 seconds flat. GEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

*runs off to find cody's coat*
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

   golly gee
ugh, so freakin tired. band didnt get home until..12ish last night. the contest in southaven sucked. we couldnt see the bands from the front cause the people organizing it are gay. we got 7th over all outta 28ish and 5th over all in music. we also got 3rd in 3A division.

it's offical, i sleep with my eyes open. two people have confirmed it on two different ocassions and in two different years. first alex came into the hotel room and found me passed out on the bathroom floor with my eyes open and yesterday i fell asleep on the bus and cody thought i was faking cause my eyes were open.
next time someone spends the night at my house, im gonna tell them im going to be watching them in my sleep, just to freak them out. :]

im tempted to go pass out again..but mom is making food..sleep or food...hermmm..
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

grr
i think my car enjoys making me look retarded infront of cody's dad. first the key wouldnt work and the the dash board lights wouldnt work.

it was kinda funny, though cause cody had to hold me cell phone next to the speed gage so i could see how fast i was going.

but yeah..my car needs to stop doing stupid stuff like that..before i start kicking it and screaming bad words at it like i do the computer sometimes. :]

oh, and west memphis beat us last night, 47 to 0. our team sucks so much this year. we've only won one game, and that was against wynne. but what do i care? i hate football.
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Sunday, October 7, 2007

ugh
ugh..i broke yesterday. i flat out tears coming down my face, unable to talk broke down. nasty. i feel so disgusting right now. i cried infront of people for the first time, in what...years? it's so..disgusting.

and my dream's coming true. Cj's suicidal and crap because the girl he was going to marry dumped him. if i dont see him tomorrow, im going to..i dont know yet.

and pop's in the hospital again. doc said he had a blockage, but after they did a stomack pump, they couldnt see it anymore. tomorrow, they're bringing in a surgon to look at him. if they decide to do a surgery, he'll prolly die. he's 74, 6'1" and bearly 100lbs. and he's prolly like mom and i and is anemic cause he's always cold and tired and stuff.

i swear if something else happens, im going to freakin hurt myself. im sorry cody, but ill prolly mess my knee up if this shit keeps happening.
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Sunday, September 30, 2007

Cherry Fest
Well, yesterday I drove down with Cody to Cherry Fest and boy was it interesting. Before we could go down there we had to go the homecoming for the 875th because my grandfather had been a member of it, and I love my grandpa. After that, we had to come back to my house so that I could change and such, then it was off to Cherry Valley. Took almost an hour, but we finally got there around 1 or 1:30. Met a lot of Cody's friends and almost kicked one of them in the face because he was being annoying.
We left, got some food at the gas station and then went back to the park. By that time Devin was there and he and Cody attacked eachother a few times. There was a water war and an old lady singing country and gosple songs, so Cody, Devin, and I left after that and went to Devin's house for a little, then we went to Wynne. Boy..that was interesting and Cody almost broke something while we were in the Wal-Mart there.
Those two and resturants is never a good idea..ever...EVER. That's all I'm saying about that.
Got gas, went back to Devin's and then onward home...after stopping in Harrisburg for Sonic and to throw some stuff away..
So yeah..that was yesterday..

OH...and playing truth or dare while driving can be hazordous to you and others...um...yeah..

im hungry.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

   i swear
i hate this town. i cant stand all the crap that's going on around here. first all the crap at the fair, then the fights yesterday, and then today i had two people come up to me and tell me to watch out after school. these people were involved in a couple of the gangs here. one even told me that i need to get my butt out of the school before 6th hour and that i needed to get my friend out of there too. i was streesed for two hours, but then asked my friend if things were still going down and he said it had been called off. i swear, it's turning into another westside, which is something that i never want to have happen again.
one day, im going to wake up and see one of my friends die. i know i am. and that will be the day that i break..if this week doesnt start getting better.
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Sunday, September 23, 2007

XD


XD...oh today's been interesting.
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3 posts in one day? hurray randomness!
ok
there's this boy, and im pretty sure that most of you know who he is. but in case you dont, his name is cody.
he makes me smile. :]

ill admit, at first i thought he was some werid new kid, but then i got to know him. it's strange to be with someone who you can really say is the same age as you are. well, im pretty sure that a 6 day difference is close enough to be considered same age, right?(im the older one)

he makes me want to curl up and be myself. it makes me happy. :]

and i hope that i make him just as happy. :]
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Saturday, September 22, 2007

:D
Didnt have to go to Blackrock today. Instead I drove grandma around town and I was able to get one of the books i needed.

And yeah, im gonna continue with the Emma story, but it's gonna be revamped and such. kinda strat at the beginning of it rather than in the middle of it.
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blackrock sucks
ehh
i dont wanna go to blackrock..but i have to. ughhh
this state sucks. i wanted to go to the bookstore and hang out with people today..but now i have to help grandma go car shopping. and it's a ford she's looking for too, which makes it worse.
grrr
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