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Sunday, October 7, 2007


ugh
ugh..i broke yesterday. i flat out tears coming down my face, unable to talk broke down. nasty. i feel so disgusting right now. i cried infront of people for the first time, in what...years? it's so..disgusting.

and my dream's coming true. Cj's suicidal and crap because the girl he was going to marry dumped him. if i dont see him tomorrow, im going to..i dont know yet.

and pop's in the hospital again. doc said he had a blockage, but after they did a stomack pump, they couldnt see it anymore. tomorrow, they're bringing in a surgon to look at him. if they decide to do a surgery, he'll prolly die. he's 74, 6'1" and bearly 100lbs. and he's prolly like mom and i and is anemic cause he's always cold and tired and stuff.

i swear if something else happens, im going to freakin hurt myself. im sorry cody, but ill prolly mess my knee up if this shit keeps happening.

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