Monday, December 3, 2007

There are a lot of things that get under my skin at times, but there's one that beats all of them and that's when people get angry with their parents because the parent in question decided to treat the person like their kid. Decided to act like they care.
I almost went off on someone because their dad came up behind them and hugged and kissed them and the kid freaked off because it was "embarassing" them. If your parent does that, then be fucking glad they do. Be glad that they decided yes, I want to let the world know that this is my kid. Yes, I realize this is my kid. I would give anything for my dad to do that. I would give anything in the world to just meet my dad once. But no, it will never happen.

To the people who have always said that they wish that they never had one of their parents around, think about this: When people are little, they'll look for any way to make fun of someone. After a while, they'll start to notice that only one of your parents comes to school things and they will ask you about it and more than likely you'll be too stupid to say that they're always busy or something and say you dont have one. You just gave them ammo that will snowball into the people who really dislike you using it as a way to make you hate yourself. They'll start saying that it's your fault that that parent isn't around and other shit like that. Then sooner or later, you'll start to ask yourself, "Is it really MY fault?" and then you'll start beileving that it is and bam; you've stepped into the oh so lovely world of depression.

"Abra," you might be saying, "that's retarted. That would never happen." And to those of whom are saying that, I say open your fucking eyes. That is how my life has played out so fucking far, just because one person decided that they didnt want to take responsibility for their kid.
Because my father didnt want to stick around after he found out mom was pregnate, I can't be myself around any male parent unless I have known them most of my life, and now it's getting to the point where it's like that with any male that I'm not around all the time.

I know that parents can sometimes be annoying and such, but they're only like that because they LOVE you. Sorry if you cant grasp that, but they really do love you. If they didnt, do you think you would be reading this right now?
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