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Friday, September 22, 2006
Time for another post. Another week gone by school. And its going quite well I suppose. Just some friends of mine, old ones heh, guess I wasn't alone in the switching. They're mad at me ..apparently because I'm making new friends. I find it a very stupid idea but its their loss. My new friends are amazing yet I miss my old ones so badly. Hopefully tomorrow I'll get to hand out with them, if my mom lets me. Other news..I haven't started my cosplay whatsoever, Anime USA is near, I need to get on track. I got new glasses too folks! I love them though I wish they were a little much more stronger.. I'm still in love with Eureka seveN actually, I'm downloading an episode chunk right now, goo me!
Anyone check out that song I told you all about?? What did you think?
Another note, I am completely lazy in layouts, that I feel small with all yout amazing layouts, you all know who you are. Yes you all. Jeez, its made me lazy lately and I've got no time. Not to even update.
I think this is too early to decide buuut in the future probably for Otakon 2007, I'm hoping to take a Trinity Blood cosplay, why? Cause the designs fucking rock! I've also been lacking in the graphics department but I've been taking alot of 'nature' photos. Like I told you all, photography is my passion. This ending will be a rant folks..I'm just too bummed. Its September, obviously and I've gained back my stomach fat, like seriously. Two more tires. What the fuck. It depresses me so much that I give up and eat more. I love eating yet ..I keep telling myself that I'll get fat when I do. I'm always hungry, and cannot skip meals or else I'll eat alot the next time I do.
I'm really depressed in all of this, I left school with stomach fat, lost it all in the summer for Otakon, and now I regained it. Its amazing huh? Well it really depresses me and sometimes I just break down and trash my closet because theres nothing that I like looks on me. I just hate it, and the people who eat all the junkie and dont gain the weith ALL OVER MY FACE. its so desrespectfull. It makes me even more depressed and hate my body. I'm tired of my family telling me "Oh my goodess..you've..gotten big" or "Dear gods Victoria, your not skiny anymore!" ..NO ONE BUT ME..can say that I'm fat.
Why?
Because I say it harsher, and it counts and it motivates me to lose it all. I'm just lame right now. and sad. not emo tho, hell no. I'll also use my Yoruichi cosplay photos to motivate me to be like I was in there too. \
Fuck you, fat/calories.
I just needed to complain. Thanks for reading.
Also, thanks for the 10 comments I got from you all. Thats like a record in all this part of time. I've been lacking on visiting and dont have much time to visit you all back and you still come here. I can understand why I get less comments like 3 a post because I totally deserve it.
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